Yesterday was Raksha Bandhan... this time wasn't the best at all... infact i was left completely confused and hurt with the acts and events that occured today. I'm just glad that it's over... >=(

Today has been a crazy ass working day for me at work. I am seriously so frikin good at multi-tasking when it comes to computers. Check this out:

1 Laptop running the Windows 2000 Professional Installation
1 Desktop computer running the above installation (my computer)
1 Desktop Server like computer... putting up this blog... hahahaha >=)

In addition to which i've been formatting, debugging, partitioning, backing up data as well as attending to other calls in the organisation...

All in a days work for me, I LIVE FOR DAYS LIKE THIS... I'm having way too much fun out here... By the way incase you are wondering... YES I AM CLINICALLY SANE!!!...

Today is a very painful day for me. Relationships are so hard to maintain and so easy to break. Sometimes i wonder why relationships are made to be broken. No it's not like i'm in love with some female... like fuck that's gonna happen... lol >=D it's just that off recently the relationships that i have with me i.e. Friends, Family and Friends Family are all gettin messed up. Things are kool at home but with friends and friends family the scenes are pretty wierd. Rakhi's coming close and my two Rakhi sisters have just made and off recently keep making me realise that they mean a WORLD OF JOY TO ME IN AN INFINITE UNIVERSE OF PAIN. Thanks you guys, you guys are the best. Man i'm just gonna fuckin laugh this phase off and move on. Cause i know it ain't worth pondering over. Some days back it was the couple i knew. Today it's the two sisters. Hmmm... i wonder who is it gonna be tomorrow??? Let the fun being...

Confusion and misunderstanding is probably the root cause of all arguments. I’m kinda just disturbed about the relationship two people share with each other. It’s the petty fights and arguments that make us fail to realize how short life actually is. I’m not going to take the names of this couple I’m talking about but I just want them to know that all the fights, argument, etc. it ain’t worth it. So here are the lyrics of a song just for the two of you guys. Read it and “Realize”… Trust me you guys… “And I really really mean this next line”… You really don’t know how lonely I feel without my girl… At the end of the day you have each other to talk to and share your feelings with… Be grateful you clowns…lol >=) … Just like Devesh said… “Jinkay pass hota hai whohi log uska kadar nahi karte hai….>=(

Isn't it funny

How times seems to slip away

So fast

One minute you're happy

The other you're sad

But if you give me one more chance

To show my love for you is true

I'll stand by your side

Your whole life through

If life is short

Why won't you let me love you

Before we run out of time

If love is so strong

Why won't you take the chance

Before our time has come

If life is so short

If life is so short

Love is a word that explains

How I feel for you

And when you're in my arms

All my dreams come true

And when you're not around

You can't hardly see

These tears that I’m crying

Now are for you to be with me

The BMW X5 is the Shiznit son!!! ... that car has so much of potential... i never knew that a 4.4litre had so much of power... the car has so much of acceleration... it just wanted to take off at any speed... we clocked 100kmph and with the slightest touch on the accelerator the car sucked each of us into our seats!! Since our Indian roads are so messed up we could only punch the babie to 140kmph... i wonder what Autobahn would have in store for us... i.e. if i get that luckie... hehehehe >=)

Some more memorable vidz from our Matheran Trek... enjoy... >=)

Check this stunt i performed when Vilas, Delton and meself went on a trek to Matheran....

Yesterday was Friday the 13th. Now to most people it would mean bad luck, but not for me. Surprisingly I had a great day yesterday. No bad luck on my side. Except that I died in Halo like "n" number of times… guess that wasn’t so BAD after all… lol >=) The scene at work was totallie fucked. Practically everyone around me had bad luck. Well my cell phones out of credit and I won’t be able to refill it till next month… >=( wonder how my friends are gonna reach me now… I ain’t home most of the time. The progress that Vilas and me have made on the MAC Emulators has been significant. We are truly proud of our achievements!!! Today is Vilas’ last day at work… luckie dawg!!! My last day of work will come when I turn 60 years old… haahhaa… Well today is Saturday and I’m feeling awesome cause I know that my weekend is gonna be great. Gonna meet up with friends… speaking of friends I’d like to put a shout-out to Swapna (very sweet girl and happens to be "my girl’s" best friend… by the way I’m single did I mention that… lol) I spoke to Swapna after a long time and it was fun recalling the past with her. Still miss the days… the good old’ college day’s… sweet days… lost days… Well the weekends here so I’ve gotta boogie y’all…

YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! I am so frikin happie with myself right now that I seriously don’t have words to describe this feeling. Today is definitely going down in history because today I finally discovered a way to play one of the Macintosh Games on my PC. Thank you Jesus!!! I devote my success to Vilas (Ma brother who toiled with me to figure out how this could be possible. Thanks man if you didn’t figure out how to initialise the ROM BIOS files I guess this moment wouldn’t have arrived.) and last of all I devote my success to myself. Firstly for having such a curious and inquisitive mind and secondly for the first reason… lol >=) …. Life is just filled with surprises. I for one do not get surprised easily but during the past 24 hours I’ve been surprised from various people. Came over today and met up with Bijal and Dipti after a long time. We kinda spoke about the good old days. How things were when we were in college. It was fun recalling the past. One thing truly confuses me. Most of the time I try hard to forget the past and move on but then again it keeps coming back. Wonder why? Not that I wanna forget the past, cuz my past had some sweet memories. School days, college days… Ahhh those were the sweetest days. Today I realise that if I had one wish then I would definitely wish that I could relive my past all over again from the beginning… But then again if wishes were horses, beggars would ride… Well gotta boogie y’all … Gonna be trippin all day long with ma buddies… Later….

This post was supposed to be for the 31st of July 2004:
Ahhh... finally I got a computer for myself at work so that I can conduct my own research and development on the blasted thing. The reason I titled the computer a Blasted Thing is because it’s the worst motherfucking computer in the history for fucked up computers that my organisation could ever have. Check it out... its got a 133Mhz Pentium with 32MB of EDO RAM, 1MB VGA Graphics Card and a fucked up 4GB Hard Drive. But fuck it it's better than not having a computer at all so i ain't gonna fret... >=) Best of all I now know all the proxy server IP's and I’ve started downloading tons of shit on the computer... Once again I can now get my hands on some new songs... aaahhh life's getting better these days... totally relaxed and trippin on HALO with my HALO Buddie Vilas... we've been playing so much of HALO that we've gotten so good at it that we kinda zip through levels with ease now...The only thing that's troubling me is that I haven't been getting enough sleep these days... I’ve been constantly moving around friends places and in the past 72 hours I’ve managed to get just 14-15hours of sleep... I think I’ll take a break this Weekend and cover-up for all the sleep that I missed the entire week... or maybe I won't... hahahhahaa >=)