This sure has been a very long week. I’ve got so involved with work that its actually helped me forget a few painful past incidents (well not completely but comparatively there has been a change). I went up to the terrace for lunch (that’s where the employees go for their meals) and as I sat there it was very peaceful with no one around. For the first time I was actually at peace since the beginning of this year. No frikin tensions of any sort. I didn’t actually let them resurface. I like being alone these days… I have no reason for choosing to be alone. The terrace nowadays seems like the perfect place where I can go and relax, you know kinda chill out for a while, just get away from all the pain, suffering and shit. Come to think about it for the amount of pain and crap I went through from the beginning of this year, I would probably be living on that terrace… >=