I'm the one who hardly get's surprises on my walk through life. But last Sunday was shocking... My very first girl Swidel called up and spoke to me after more than 5 years of silence... i seriously didn't know how to react. She called up to apologise for the way she treated me. Said that she was sorry and asked for forgiveness... I WAS SHOCKED!!! After more than 5 years you realise that what you've done it wrong and seek forgiveness??? I believe that "WHEN THE MOMENT'S GONE, THE ESSENCE IS LOST!!!"... anyways i just said forget the past and move on. I just thanked her for the memories and told her that we were young and shit happened, it's part a of life that everyone must go through. The conversation lasted only 5mins and then that was it. i guess she just wanted to clear her conscience and probably move on or something... Good for her. Surprisingly when she called up i missed the one who i truly gave my heart too... >=( ... my last relationship (which btw is over almost as long as it lasted) was the best and by far the longest and sweetest relationship i've ever had. Yeah sure it had it's up's and down's but that's just how the cookie crumbles... Love is such a motherfucker!!! Just when you think you're over it, it makes you realise that you are wrong BIATCH!!! >=D