There are so many questions that I wanted to be answered in the past, but they were not answered. Later on in life they get answered and you say, well you got the answer to your question, are you not happy now? I ask you, why now and not then? What is the point in having an ice-cream that has already melted? Why am I getting these questions in my head now? I mean all this while nothing bothered me. But now everything is surfacing to me all at once. In all honesty I have become weak emotionally. Tears come to me in an instant. I feel like I have entered into a depression zone. I hate this place. The one who wiped my tears apparently has gone adrift. If you say that you need to pick yourself up and make the walk alone. Well then fuck you and your view. It’s easier said than done, if you put yourself in my shoes. Be a little more sensitive to other people’s feelings.

Now I have no firkin clue as to why I had these lines in my head last night???