Yesterday was Raksha Bandhan... this time wasn't the best at all... infact i was left completely confused and hurt with the acts and events that occured today. I'm just glad that it's over... >=(

Today has been a crazy ass working day for me at work. I am seriously so frikin good at multi-tasking when it comes to computers. Check this out:

1 Laptop running the Windows 2000 Professional Installation
1 Desktop computer running the above installation (my computer)
1 Desktop Server like computer... putting up this blog... hahahaha >=)

In addition to which i've been formatting, debugging, partitioning, backing up data as well as attending to other calls in the organisation...

All in a days work for me, I LIVE FOR DAYS LIKE THIS... I'm having way too much fun out here... By the way incase you are wondering... YES I AM CLINICALLY SANE!!!...

Today is a very painful day for me. Relationships are so hard to maintain and so easy to break. Sometimes i wonder why relationships are made to be broken. No it's not like i'm in love with some female... like fuck that's gonna happen... lol >=D it's just that off recently the relationships that i have with me i.e. Friends, Family and Friends Family are all gettin messed up. Things are kool at home but with friends and friends family the scenes are pretty wierd. Rakhi's coming close and my two Rakhi sisters have just made and off recently keep making me realise that they mean a WORLD OF JOY TO ME IN AN INFINITE UNIVERSE OF PAIN. Thanks you guys, you guys are the best. Man i'm just gonna fuckin laugh this phase off and move on. Cause i know it ain't worth pondering over. Some days back it was the couple i knew. Today it's the two sisters. Hmmm... i wonder who is it gonna be tomorrow??? Let the fun being...

Confusion and misunderstanding is probably the root cause of all arguments. I’m kinda just disturbed about the relationship two people share with each other. It’s the petty fights and arguments that make us fail to realize how short life actually is. I’m not going to take the names of this couple I’m talking about but I just want them to know that all the fights, argument, etc. it ain’t worth it. So here are the lyrics of a song just for the two of you guys. Read it and “Realize”… Trust me you guys… “And I really really mean this next line”… You really don’t know how lonely I feel without my girl… At the end of the day you have each other to talk to and share your feelings with… Be grateful you clowns…lol >=) … Just like Devesh said… “Jinkay pass hota hai whohi log uska kadar nahi karte hai….>=(

Isn't it funny

How times seems to slip away

So fast

One minute you're happy

The other you're sad

But if you give me one more chance

To show my love for you is true

I'll stand by your side

Your whole life through

If life is short

Why won't you let me love you

Before we run out of time

If love is so strong

Why won't you take the chance

Before our time has come

If life is so short

If life is so short

Love is a word that explains

How I feel for you

And when you're in my arms

All my dreams come true

And when you're not around

You can't hardly see

These tears that I’m crying

Now are for you to be with me

The BMW X5 is the Shiznit son!!! ... that car has so much of potential... i never knew that a 4.4litre had so much of power... the car has so much of acceleration... it just wanted to take off at any speed... we clocked 100kmph and with the slightest touch on the accelerator the car sucked each of us into our seats!! Since our Indian roads are so messed up we could only punch the babie to 140kmph... i wonder what Autobahn would have in store for us... i.e. if i get that luckie... hehehehe >=)

Some more memorable vidz from our Matheran Trek... enjoy... >=)

Check this stunt i performed when Vilas, Delton and meself went on a trek to Matheran....

Yesterday was Friday the 13th. Now to most people it would mean bad luck, but not for me. Surprisingly I had a great day yesterday. No bad luck on my side. Except that I died in Halo like "n" number of times… guess that wasn’t so BAD after all… lol >=) The scene at work was totallie fucked. Practically everyone around me had bad luck. Well my cell phones out of credit and I won’t be able to refill it till next month… >=( wonder how my friends are gonna reach me now… I ain’t home most of the time. The progress that Vilas and me have made on the MAC Emulators has been significant. We are truly proud of our achievements!!! Today is Vilas’ last day at work… luckie dawg!!! My last day of work will come when I turn 60 years old… haahhaa… Well today is Saturday and I’m feeling awesome cause I know that my weekend is gonna be great. Gonna meet up with friends… speaking of friends I’d like to put a shout-out to Swapna (very sweet girl and happens to be "my girl’s" best friend… by the way I’m single did I mention that… lol) I spoke to Swapna after a long time and it was fun recalling the past with her. Still miss the days… the good old’ college day’s… sweet days… lost days… Well the weekends here so I’ve gotta boogie y’all…

YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! I am so frikin happie with myself right now that I seriously don’t have words to describe this feeling. Today is definitely going down in history because today I finally discovered a way to play one of the Macintosh Games on my PC. Thank you Jesus!!! I devote my success to Vilas (Ma brother who toiled with me to figure out how this could be possible. Thanks man if you didn’t figure out how to initialise the ROM BIOS files I guess this moment wouldn’t have arrived.) and last of all I devote my success to myself. Firstly for having such a curious and inquisitive mind and secondly for the first reason… lol >=) …. Life is just filled with surprises. I for one do not get surprised easily but during the past 24 hours I’ve been surprised from various people. Came over today and met up with Bijal and Dipti after a long time. We kinda spoke about the good old days. How things were when we were in college. It was fun recalling the past. One thing truly confuses me. Most of the time I try hard to forget the past and move on but then again it keeps coming back. Wonder why? Not that I wanna forget the past, cuz my past had some sweet memories. School days, college days… Ahhh those were the sweetest days. Today I realise that if I had one wish then I would definitely wish that I could relive my past all over again from the beginning… But then again if wishes were horses, beggars would ride… Well gotta boogie y’all … Gonna be trippin all day long with ma buddies… Later….

This post was supposed to be for the 31st of July 2004:
Ahhh... finally I got a computer for myself at work so that I can conduct my own research and development on the blasted thing. The reason I titled the computer a Blasted Thing is because it’s the worst motherfucking computer in the history for fucked up computers that my organisation could ever have. Check it out... its got a 133Mhz Pentium with 32MB of EDO RAM, 1MB VGA Graphics Card and a fucked up 4GB Hard Drive. But fuck it it's better than not having a computer at all so i ain't gonna fret... >=) Best of all I now know all the proxy server IP's and I’ve started downloading tons of shit on the computer... Once again I can now get my hands on some new songs... aaahhh life's getting better these days... totally relaxed and trippin on HALO with my HALO Buddie Vilas... we've been playing so much of HALO that we've gotten so good at it that we kinda zip through levels with ease now...The only thing that's troubling me is that I haven't been getting enough sleep these days... I’ve been constantly moving around friends places and in the past 72 hours I’ve managed to get just 14-15hours of sleep... I think I’ll take a break this Weekend and cover-up for all the sleep that I missed the entire week... or maybe I won't... hahahhahaa >=)

Ah it sure has been a while since I’ve posted anything up now. The reason I was unable to post is because I still don’t have a computer at work… >=( … I’m sitting on another workmates computer and am putting this post up. So far nothing much has happened… I’ve got down to a little 3D Studio MAX and a lotta Halo in Legendary mode. Just yesterday, Vilas and meself sat from 8:30pm to about 1:00am playing Halo… that was awesome. We were trying to see how badly we died. I died about 25 times in 2 levels and Vilas died about 15 times. Now if you are a hardcore Halo fan then you’d probably know how tough Legendary is… I’m pretty impressed with the death count that was achieved by Vilas and me yesterday. Sure is an improvement for me at least cause initially I died like 50 times in one level... hahahaha....

Ah Saturday. This is probably the best day in the week that I admire. Probably because I know that my weekends gonna be a blast. Yesterday was fun as well. Dipti my friend wanted me to go with her for a Hindi movie called GAYAB (meaning invisible). I didn’t get a chance to go with her because I had just got about 3 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours. I woke up at about 6pm and Craig calls me up and says that we are going for GAYAB. I did see the trailer of the movie and it sure looked like a fuck all movie. Neways I made the mistake of going and man it was the worst movie I had seen, but Craig and me had a blast laughin at the fuck all stuff that happened in the movie. I’m glad that I didn’t waste my time and go for the movie with Dipti earlier in the afternoon… hahahaha…. I’ve gotta tell her about the movie because she was hell bent on going for it. This weekend is gonna be fun so I’m kinda looking forward to it. This week started off bad… hope it ends well…. >=)

I really can’t believe that even though times are changing, people’s mentality isn’t changing one bit. It’s like this we have 2 departments at the place where I work. Each department has their own separate computers and I just found out that neither of the departments could use each other’s computers. I can digest that… which is cool… possibly because of security reasons or some shit like that. But what really fucked my head is that they can’t use each other’s computers even for surfing the web to pull up on information that could help benefit the organization… I see it now… the future of our organization… Here I am, Mr. Nice Guy who fixes the fucked computer’s that don’t work, just surfin the web and making updates to this snail paced computer so that it can work better and I was told not to do so because I “might damage the computer.” Yeah rite… so much for being recognized as a System Hardware and Networking Administrator. I probably know the faggots who told my superior not to allow me to sit on their “Super Super Hyper Fast Master Computer” but fuck it their loss…

This is actually yesterdays post:

14th July 2004:
Life can get so frikin messed up at times, it just leaves you baffled. I was having a good time last weekend and the new week started off BAD. It’s too confusing… yesterday was the worst fuckin day of my life. Nothing went well all day… guess it’s just one of those bad days. Neways it wasn’t what I expected. There was one statement that was made by my friend Dipti that made alotta sense. Surprisingly that statement came from her because she’s too immature and hardly makes sense most of the time. She said that it isn’t necessary to take things seriously all the time. Does make sense… to me at least because I tend to care a lot about what’s happening around me. I should lighten up a bit and chill more in life. Just take each day as it comes and see what happens next. Man I don’t know if I’m makin sense any more… Guess that yesterday was indeed a fuck fuckied fucked day after all… >=(

A Holie Frikin Awesome Weekend is what i had... i just can't find the words to describe this weekend... Meetup with lotta friends and went on a frikin party spree. Friday was my friend Dipti's birthday. Went to her place for lunch (which she had made and Good God was it delicious) and then the two of us watched Van Helsing together. I kinda pretty much spent the whole day with her and it was nice to met up with her and be with her after almost 1 year. After that i.e. on Saturday i went over in the evening to my close friend Craig's birthday party and had a blast. There was alotta shit happenin at his place.. like girls getting high, smokin and kinda makin out with guys for fuck knows why... Women and tonic definitely don't go well together. For the first time in my life i had 3 bottles of beer and was calm. Not something i'm proud of but just amazed as to how i was still calm after all that booze. NEways when i came home that night i wasn't able to sleep. Usually when your drunk you loose your senses and you feel sleepy. I was drunk but i didn't loose my sense and most of all i couldn't sleep... yeah go figure... i tried too but i couldn't... I went to Craigs place at about 10pm and came home at 5:30am... Slept by 6:00am... Rose at 10:30 and after that i went over to Vilas' place and tripped on the XBOX... now that's something i could never get tired off... Later on in the evening we saw PULP FICTION (wierd and hilarious at the same time)... came home and crashed to begin a long and monotonous week ahead starting from today.... >=( The good times go by so quick... i sure will miss these past 3 days.... >=(

Yup i finally believe in hard work paying off... i've been doing a lotta research on converting DVD's into a single 700MB file and i have successfully achieved it. The only thing that bothers me is that i have to wait for almost 4-5hours for the entire conversion to take place successfully. Like yesterday i was awake from 8:30pm till about 1:00am just waitin for the entire conversion to take place. Hmmm... i wish there was a way that the computer could automatically shutdown after a specific time. So all i could do is program the computer to shutdown after the conversion is over i.e. after about 4-5 hours .... WELL GUESS WHAT I'VE FIGURED HOW TO DO JUST THAT.... all i do now is start the conversion at anytime i like... set the clock's event trigger to go off after 4-5 hours and enjoy a good night's sleeeeeep.... ZzZzzzzzz.... by the way you'd have to download an application to turn off the computer at a said time... BRING ON THE DVD'S... and LET-er RIP!!!

I really don’t know where to start. These past few days have been amazing, exciting, painful and fun.

Why AMAZING?
Well I finally met up with my old friend Craig and we had a blast. Our first meeting happened on the 30th of June 2004. We just hung out and had beer together. Spoke about what had happened to each other during our period of separation. Spoke about the good old days and got drunk. Well at least I did. But not to the extent where I could say that 9+9 = 99. That night I learnt that having 5 mugs of beer almost at bottoms up CAN DO ME HARM!!

Why EXCITING?
This is because I met up with my other old friend Vilas and we went on a Halo playing spree, which commenced at 4:30pm or so and then halted at about 11:00pm. We managed to successfully complete a level with the difficulty set to Heroic. HALO RULES!!! And so does MICROSOFT’S XBOX!! After the Halo session we just sat down in his library and spoke about stuff (like what’s up with life, his memories from Boston, games, etc. the usual guy stuff) and that session ended at about 1:30am

Why PAINFUL?
Just yesterday i.e. 2nd July 2004 I found out that the 32MB GeForce2 MX400 Card got screwed!!! Now I know that y’all must be saying, what’s in a card and why should it matter to me so much. Well I just happened to be in love with 2 “C”s….. Cars and Computers. That card helped me play games that I enjoyed and had fun. I feel that these relations are the only two relations in which you can invest your emotions and not get hurt badly, possibly because you never expect anything out of them. You expectation is always met in each of these relations. Now that the card is rendered completely useless just burns me inside.

Why FUN?
This is solely because of my computer course. The stuff we do there is completely intense and keeps getting interesting and interesting. I’ve also realised that I enjoy science and the entire 5 years I spent in college was useless. When I sit to ponder about whether I should’ve taken science or commerce then I hesitate. If I had to take science then I would have to devote almost about 80% of my time to studies. If it was as interesting as what I’m learning at computer classes today then I would’ve taken science.

What a way to start the day....

6:05am - Wake up
6:10am - Get bugged by younger brother who hid the deodrant canister
6:30am - Watching Cartoon
7:00am - Watching CatDog (Cartoon)
7:15am - Watching The Angry Beavers (Another Cartoon)
7:30am - Watching As Told By Ginger (Yup you guessed it... another cartoon)
8:00am - Hookup music system to computer and listening to music
8:25am - Went to have a bath
8:30am - Realised that i have only 15mins to get my ass to the bus stop
8:32am - Realised that younger brother hid the deodrant canister
8:34am - Reached the store and brought the deodrant
8:36am - Started dressing up in my formals to go to work (Forgetting something....)
8:45am - Leave from home and head towards the bus stop
8:50am - The 422 arrives... not my bus...
8:55am - Another 422 arrives... not my bus... DAM!!!
9:00am - The 222 arrives... Finallie!!!
9:01am - Realised what i forgot.... "TO ZIP UP MY FRIKIN FLY"...... LOL >=)

There truly is a God and is indeed all kind and giving. Who says prayers aren’t answered. This weekend was pretty hecktic for me. I had installed Windows XP and Windows 98 onto the computer’s as mentione before and in doing so I kept myself awake for 25hours straight without a wink. It didn’t rain at all these past 3 days and that’s exactly what I had prayed for. I enjoyed the ride on the bike. Go into a little Need For Speed Underground kinda action… >=)… One thing that helped keep me awake was a cup of tea from my friend KB’s dad. Man that was one strong cup of tea. I also met up with a very old friend of mine, Dipti. I went over to KB’s place yesterday for lunch and God dam the roti’s or chapati’s or bhakri’s (I don’t know what Payal calls them) we so frikin delicious… mmmmm…. Just too mouth watering to describe… Shoutout to my long and distant sister Hetal who I miss a lot these days. Take care of yeerself and stay in touch okies… >=)

Another glorious and beautiful day. i've got a very busy schedule in front of me for this weekend. Gotta re-install Windows XP and Windows 98 onto 2 different computers. The best part about it is that i've got my hands on my bros bike... hehehehe... i like that bike and the boy hardly lets me ride it... well times have changed now... i no longer have to sneak out with the bike early in the morning at 3:30am... >=)... well todays POST will make all you men realise that we are indeed blessed to be men... sorrie ladies this just happened to be your week to be criticised... peace to you women who are responsible to us men being here...

Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO T-shirt to that same or any water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another petrol station restroom because this one is just too
icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress - £3,000. Morning suit rental - £100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
New shoes don't cut, blister or mangle your feet.
One mood - all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is £8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
You never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
Everything on your face stays its original colour.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
You only have to shave your face and a little bit of your neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
Your belly usually hides your big hips.
One wallet, one pair of shoes, one colour for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can "do" your nails with a pen-knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24th in 25 minutes.