Christmas got over too soon >=( but no issues... New Years is around the corner and i'm so happie that i got a good New Year gig planned and waiting to be executed... this New Years is gonna be the schznit son!!! Last New Years was quite lame so it's PAY BACK TIME!!! Happie New Years in Advance to all of y'all cuz i ain't gonna be around posting up on the blog this New Years...

Merry Christmas Everyone... i know it came a day late but hey, it's the thought that counts for me... hehehehe >=)

We all love pictures... so here are some more...


This is a picture of my sweetheart Peggie.


This is a picture of the other sweetheart Sniffer.

WARNING!! DO MAKE ILLEGAL COPIES
OF THE ABOVE PICTURES!!

Question : What does Denver do when the office gets a brand new scanner???
Answer : He uses it!!!

Alone and LOST!!! >=(

I think i must have done something wrong cuz the blessing of the bike has been re-called by GOD!!!

Why God... Why have you forsaken me!! wwwwaaaahhhhhh =(

I've been sheding too many tears these days... =(

Work's gettin a little hectic these days... so is life as well... lot of shit happenin with people who i really and truly care about... 2 of my loved ones and turning to be a pain in the ASS!!! and i hope they change their whacked ways... Ever since my bro's got a 4 wheeler i've been blessed with his 2 wheeler... travelin now a days isn't an issue, it's just people now a days that have become the issue...

Reality... it's the most scary thing of them all... we spend most of our time tryin to run away from it... but no matter how hard you try, you can't escape it... you only have REAL BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND NOT OTHERWISE... >=(

My Rakhi sisters mean alot to me... i know the youngest one needs me the most... Not realising that, i almost gave up on her yesterday... i never knew how stubborn i could be and i'm glad that it isn't a part of my personality... i never give up on any of my relations... it's a part of my nature... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY YOUNG ONE AND WON'T GIVE UP ON YOU!!!

Realised why God didn't bless me with sisters of my own... i think he didn't want me to suffer what i suffered yesterday... >=(

Just returned to work after a 5 day break... Got tons to catch up with.. gotta resume computer classes as well.... got to take a break and get back to myself...

Even though I’ve been gifted with a 15 second memory span there are those memory that just won’t leave. I’m confused about whether I want it to leave or they shouldn’t. It’s been 2 years now and these questions still remain UNANSWERABLE. Have I gotten over you? Why does it still hurt? Have I moved on? Why do I still miss your touch? Do I still love you??? >=( It’s been 2 years today…. But still feels like yesterday….

This song is for you… you know who you are… 314…

Oh, hey...
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
To you
Mmm...mmm...mmm...
Oh, yeah, babe

My whole life has changed
Since you came in, I knew back then
You were that special one
I'm so in love, so deep in love

You make my love complete
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

Girl, you open me, I'm wide open
And I'm doing things I never do
But I feel so good, I feel so good
Why it takes so long for me finding you

This is my story and I'm telling you
It's not fiction, it's surely a fact
Without you right here having my back
I really don't know just where I'd be at

My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh...oh...)
You were that special one (You were that)
I'm so in love, so deep in love

You make my love complete (You make, make my love
complete)
You are so sweet (Oh, oh), no one competes
Glad you came into my life (Ooh...)
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

I analyzed myself, I was buck wild
Never thought about settling down
But all the time I knew I was ready
But not with all my friends around

But girl, I put you first now (I put you first now)
You made me, helped mold me (Helped mold me, baby)
Turned me into a man, I'm so responsible
And I owe it all to you

My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Oh, oh)
You were that special one (You were that special one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love (Oh, oh, oh....)

You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life (So glad you came in)
You blind me with your love (Blind me, baby), with you
I have no sight

{God has blessed me} God has blessed me, baby
Girl, He was good to me when He sent you
{I'm so happy, baby}
I'm so happy, I'm so happy, baby, oh, yes, baby
{Share my world} Come and share my world, baby,
oh...whoa...yeah. yeah
{I'm so in love} I'm so in love
I'm addicted to your love, baby, yeah...

My whole life has changed (Oh, yes, I am)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh)
You were that special one (You were that very, very
special one)
I'm so in love (You were that very, very special one),
so deep in love

You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
You are so sweet (Yes, you did, baby), no one competes
(No one competes, oh)
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love (Come on), with you I have
no sight

Some of us friends are plannin a trip to Una... here are the details of the trip... (Once again for security issues the names are coded!!!)

Our Escape!! A.k.a. The Una Trip!!

The whole trip is gonna be about 13 days long and here is the pre-finalised schedule based on the conversation held by SS, KT, DS & Me on the 6th of October 2004.

Jan 11th 2004 Departure at 11:00am for Una from Bandra Terminus.

Jan 12th 2004 Reach Chandigar at 3:30 pm and board a bus for Una.
Arrival at the Castle (SS’s place) late night.

Jan 13th 2004 Rest the whole day and get to know each other better.
(and by this I mean the parents and maybe each other..lol)
LODHI DAY – Celebration starts at about 8ish in the evening.

Jan 14th 2004 Early morning (if possible based on last nights episode)
Departure for Chintpurni & Bombay Picnic Spot.

Jan 15th 2004 Sight Seeing continues with a visit to Bhakra Dam for the day.

Jan 16th 2004 Day of Rest (This day is the day DS and Meself get high
With Pops --- We are hopin that this happens.. lol )

Jan 17th 2004 Departure for Chandigar for the day and return in the night.

Jan 18th 2004 Leave for SS’s Daddi’s place for some sweet stories

Jan 19th 2004 Roam the streets of Una & The Market for shopping.

Jan 20th 2004 Day of Rest

Jan 21st 2004 Departure for Mumbai

Jan 22nd 2004 Standby

Jan 23rd 2004 Standby

Now we move onto the expense for the trip… I’m sure you all must be thinkin that we need to have deep pockets but then again I think the expenses calculated so far prove to be decent… I don’t know what do you think… your views are WELCOMED here.

Travelling Expenses are rounded and approximate figures, suming up to Rs. 3000/- Per Head… Handling charges separate… lol =D (I’m just kiddin with the handling charges)

Train fare to Chandigar and from Chandigar to Una sums up to Rs 2000/- TO and FRO.

Jan 11th 2004 No expenses as it falls under the Train Fare slot
Jan 12th 2004 No expenses as it falls under the Train Fare slot
Jan 13th 2004 No Expenses cuz of Lodhi
Jan 14th 2004 Rs 200/- (Chintpurni & Bombay Picnic Spot)
Jan 15th 2004 Rs 200/- (Bharka Dam)
Jan 16th 2004 Rs 100/- Day of Rest (Minor Expenses detected here)
Jan 17th 2004 Rs 300/- (Chandigar)
Jan 18th 2004 Rs 100/- (Daddi ka ghar)
Jan 19th 2004 Rs 100/-(for guys cuz we will hardly buy stuff N.A. for women)
Jan 20th 2004 No Expenses here. Conversing about the past events I guess
Jan 21st 2004 No expenses as it falls under the Train Fare slot
Jan 22nd 2004 Standby
Jan 23rd 2004 Standby

As you can see that this is just the initial stage of the plannin of the trip. We have just made this our rough schedule and shall use this plan as our base to come up with an even interest one. Your thoughts and suggestion are WELCOMED. The 2 Standby Days were put in just incase we all fall in love… with Una that is and decide to stay longer… lol =D

Suggestions come up so far :

KT put for the idea of flying to Delhi (since the fare has been reduced to Rs. 500/- as one of the billboard on the highway read… we still have to figure out the actually price)… if it falls within our budget then I guess we all could fly back to Mumbai from Delhi. ? Comments and views are WELCOMED here again.

SS suggested the extra 2 days as Standby because of rainy weather or some such other thingie…
Unfortunately these are the only suggestions come up with so far… we still await more…

The members for this trip are :

1. SS (confirmed)
2. KT (confirmed)
3. VV (skeptical… awaiting confirmation)
4. DS (confirmed)
5. MS (skeptical… awaiting confirmation)
6. H (confirmed)
7. Me (so frikin confirmed maan… I’ll go by meself if I must)

Refilled my cell phone... woo hoo!!! >=)

My head hurts... oh rite that's because i have Trigeminal Neuralgia. It hurts... the medication seems to have no effect... and trust me at this point in my life everyone seems to be hurting... i've just taken a break from it all and found refuge at my place. Nothing like playin on the XBOX to drown all the painful memories of yesterday... don't know what i would do without it... Thanks Vilas i owe you big time... I've also lost a lot of weight... i've dropped from 59Kgs to 56Kgs in a matter of 2 weeks... wonder what's wrong... what the heck is goin on... why is there so much of confusion and tension these days... Why does my head hurt???? >=(

Downloading like a fool. I’ve got so much of music, software, game trailers and God knows what from the Internet that I’ve actually got to take a break. That’s exactly what’s gonna happen tomorrow. I’ve got the weekend off from work because there’s a festival here called “Ganesh Charturati” (excuse my spelling my Hindu friends I mean no disrespect). Just gonna relax and trip on my XBOX for sometime… it’s been ages since I played Halo and PGR2. I miss playing Multi-player with Vilas, that was fun. Neways my schedule for next week is gonna be totally different. I’ve got class in the morning from 7-9am then I’ve gotta work from 2-6pm. So now it’s just relaxation and then onto next week….

Oh by the way... MOZILLA FIREFOX RULz!!!!... y'all have to download and use this browse... i prefer it over Internet Explorer...

Just as in the movie Pulp Fiction, I’d like to make this statement…. LOVE, is a Mudher Fucker!!

Love brings so much of joy and yet so much of sorrow. It’s painful to say bye to the one you love. Today was a sad day for a couple I know. The female had to leave for Pune and it was hard for both of them to say bye to each other. It kinda reminded me about the day I spilt with my girl…Ouch!!. Neways this is just a temporary separation for the two of them. However the female is a little skeptical of coming back here to Mumbai. I have always been an optimist and my only advice to both of them is to be optimistic and have faith in their relationship. That’s all that can be done for at the moment. I pray for her arrival back here. If you are reading this Sharma then get yourself back ASAP please… cuz it’s lonely out here without you in our lives. I for one miss a very good and close friend >=( … it’s all up to you now. I don’t want our friendship and the good times that we all have shared to end… not like this…. Hoping to see you soon…

Aaahh... the past... the memories... Yesterday one of my friends who is in a serious relationship threw a little surprise for her other half... It kinda reminded me about my past relationship... Everything was planned to perfection... The female (who's name i will not reveal...hehehe) brought all the decorations and then we went over to her place and the two of us did a pretty good job in decorating the place in 15mins flat.. to add to the surprise she told me to that she'll put makeup on my face... so i ended up put on all of her make up.. She wrote on my forehead with her lipstick, she put her lipstick on my face, she went cazy with the eye-liner and the maskcara (please excuse my spelling cuz i can't spell female products)... i looked so frikin ridiculous but it was worth it cuz the friend for whom the surprise was setup was totally awe-struck... Overall it was fun and both of them couldn't stop thanking me for the hidden message... The hidden message was written on my back with a permanent marker which expressed her love for her man... lol >=) hilarious... yup, ridiculous... yup... But that's what we do when we are in love...

Bad days go to hell when the XBOX is with me... >=) Just been trippin on Halo to forget them memories of Raksha Bandhan... so far it's been workin but the progress is slow...

Yesterday was Raksha Bandhan... this time wasn't the best at all... infact i was left completely confused and hurt with the acts and events that occured today. I'm just glad that it's over... >=(

Today has been a crazy ass working day for me at work. I am seriously so frikin good at multi-tasking when it comes to computers. Check this out:

1 Laptop running the Windows 2000 Professional Installation
1 Desktop computer running the above installation (my computer)
1 Desktop Server like computer... putting up this blog... hahahaha >=)

In addition to which i've been formatting, debugging, partitioning, backing up data as well as attending to other calls in the organisation...

All in a days work for me, I LIVE FOR DAYS LIKE THIS... I'm having way too much fun out here... By the way incase you are wondering... YES I AM CLINICALLY SANE!!!...

Today is a very painful day for me. Relationships are so hard to maintain and so easy to break. Sometimes i wonder why relationships are made to be broken. No it's not like i'm in love with some female... like fuck that's gonna happen... lol >=D it's just that off recently the relationships that i have with me i.e. Friends, Family and Friends Family are all gettin messed up. Things are kool at home but with friends and friends family the scenes are pretty wierd. Rakhi's coming close and my two Rakhi sisters have just made and off recently keep making me realise that they mean a WORLD OF JOY TO ME IN AN INFINITE UNIVERSE OF PAIN. Thanks you guys, you guys are the best. Man i'm just gonna fuckin laugh this phase off and move on. Cause i know it ain't worth pondering over. Some days back it was the couple i knew. Today it's the two sisters. Hmmm... i wonder who is it gonna be tomorrow??? Let the fun being...

Confusion and misunderstanding is probably the root cause of all arguments. I’m kinda just disturbed about the relationship two people share with each other. It’s the petty fights and arguments that make us fail to realize how short life actually is. I’m not going to take the names of this couple I’m talking about but I just want them to know that all the fights, argument, etc. it ain’t worth it. So here are the lyrics of a song just for the two of you guys. Read it and “Realize”… Trust me you guys… “And I really really mean this next line”… You really don’t know how lonely I feel without my girl… At the end of the day you have each other to talk to and share your feelings with… Be grateful you clowns…lol >=) … Just like Devesh said… “Jinkay pass hota hai whohi log uska kadar nahi karte hai….>=(

Isn't it funny

How times seems to slip away

So fast

One minute you're happy

The other you're sad

But if you give me one more chance

To show my love for you is true

I'll stand by your side

Your whole life through

If life is short

Why won't you let me love you

Before we run out of time

If love is so strong

Why won't you take the chance

Before our time has come

If life is so short

If life is so short

Love is a word that explains

How I feel for you

And when you're in my arms

All my dreams come true

And when you're not around

You can't hardly see

These tears that I’m crying

Now are for you to be with me

The BMW X5 is the Shiznit son!!! ... that car has so much of potential... i never knew that a 4.4litre had so much of power... the car has so much of acceleration... it just wanted to take off at any speed... we clocked 100kmph and with the slightest touch on the accelerator the car sucked each of us into our seats!! Since our Indian roads are so messed up we could only punch the babie to 140kmph... i wonder what Autobahn would have in store for us... i.e. if i get that luckie... hehehehe >=)

Some more memorable vidz from our Matheran Trek... enjoy... >=)

Check this stunt i performed when Vilas, Delton and meself went on a trek to Matheran....

Yesterday was Friday the 13th. Now to most people it would mean bad luck, but not for me. Surprisingly I had a great day yesterday. No bad luck on my side. Except that I died in Halo like "n" number of times… guess that wasn’t so BAD after all… lol >=) The scene at work was totallie fucked. Practically everyone around me had bad luck. Well my cell phones out of credit and I won’t be able to refill it till next month… >=( wonder how my friends are gonna reach me now… I ain’t home most of the time. The progress that Vilas and me have made on the MAC Emulators has been significant. We are truly proud of our achievements!!! Today is Vilas’ last day at work… luckie dawg!!! My last day of work will come when I turn 60 years old… haahhaa… Well today is Saturday and I’m feeling awesome cause I know that my weekend is gonna be great. Gonna meet up with friends… speaking of friends I’d like to put a shout-out to Swapna (very sweet girl and happens to be "my girl’s" best friend… by the way I’m single did I mention that… lol) I spoke to Swapna after a long time and it was fun recalling the past with her. Still miss the days… the good old’ college day’s… sweet days… lost days… Well the weekends here so I’ve gotta boogie y’all…

YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! I am so frikin happie with myself right now that I seriously don’t have words to describe this feeling. Today is definitely going down in history because today I finally discovered a way to play one of the Macintosh Games on my PC. Thank you Jesus!!! I devote my success to Vilas (Ma brother who toiled with me to figure out how this could be possible. Thanks man if you didn’t figure out how to initialise the ROM BIOS files I guess this moment wouldn’t have arrived.) and last of all I devote my success to myself. Firstly for having such a curious and inquisitive mind and secondly for the first reason… lol >=) …. Life is just filled with surprises. I for one do not get surprised easily but during the past 24 hours I’ve been surprised from various people. Came over today and met up with Bijal and Dipti after a long time. We kinda spoke about the good old days. How things were when we were in college. It was fun recalling the past. One thing truly confuses me. Most of the time I try hard to forget the past and move on but then again it keeps coming back. Wonder why? Not that I wanna forget the past, cuz my past had some sweet memories. School days, college days… Ahhh those were the sweetest days. Today I realise that if I had one wish then I would definitely wish that I could relive my past all over again from the beginning… But then again if wishes were horses, beggars would ride… Well gotta boogie y’all … Gonna be trippin all day long with ma buddies… Later….

This post was supposed to be for the 31st of July 2004:
Ahhh... finally I got a computer for myself at work so that I can conduct my own research and development on the blasted thing. The reason I titled the computer a Blasted Thing is because it’s the worst motherfucking computer in the history for fucked up computers that my organisation could ever have. Check it out... its got a 133Mhz Pentium with 32MB of EDO RAM, 1MB VGA Graphics Card and a fucked up 4GB Hard Drive. But fuck it it's better than not having a computer at all so i ain't gonna fret... >=) Best of all I now know all the proxy server IP's and I’ve started downloading tons of shit on the computer... Once again I can now get my hands on some new songs... aaahhh life's getting better these days... totally relaxed and trippin on HALO with my HALO Buddie Vilas... we've been playing so much of HALO that we've gotten so good at it that we kinda zip through levels with ease now...The only thing that's troubling me is that I haven't been getting enough sleep these days... I’ve been constantly moving around friends places and in the past 72 hours I’ve managed to get just 14-15hours of sleep... I think I’ll take a break this Weekend and cover-up for all the sleep that I missed the entire week... or maybe I won't... hahahhahaa >=)

Ah it sure has been a while since I’ve posted anything up now. The reason I was unable to post is because I still don’t have a computer at work… >=( … I’m sitting on another workmates computer and am putting this post up. So far nothing much has happened… I’ve got down to a little 3D Studio MAX and a lotta Halo in Legendary mode. Just yesterday, Vilas and meself sat from 8:30pm to about 1:00am playing Halo… that was awesome. We were trying to see how badly we died. I died about 25 times in 2 levels and Vilas died about 15 times. Now if you are a hardcore Halo fan then you’d probably know how tough Legendary is… I’m pretty impressed with the death count that was achieved by Vilas and me yesterday. Sure is an improvement for me at least cause initially I died like 50 times in one level... hahahaha....

Ah Saturday. This is probably the best day in the week that I admire. Probably because I know that my weekends gonna be a blast. Yesterday was fun as well. Dipti my friend wanted me to go with her for a Hindi movie called GAYAB (meaning invisible). I didn’t get a chance to go with her because I had just got about 3 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours. I woke up at about 6pm and Craig calls me up and says that we are going for GAYAB. I did see the trailer of the movie and it sure looked like a fuck all movie. Neways I made the mistake of going and man it was the worst movie I had seen, but Craig and me had a blast laughin at the fuck all stuff that happened in the movie. I’m glad that I didn’t waste my time and go for the movie with Dipti earlier in the afternoon… hahahaha…. I’ve gotta tell her about the movie because she was hell bent on going for it. This weekend is gonna be fun so I’m kinda looking forward to it. This week started off bad… hope it ends well…. >=)

I really can’t believe that even though times are changing, people’s mentality isn’t changing one bit. It’s like this we have 2 departments at the place where I work. Each department has their own separate computers and I just found out that neither of the departments could use each other’s computers. I can digest that… which is cool… possibly because of security reasons or some shit like that. But what really fucked my head is that they can’t use each other’s computers even for surfing the web to pull up on information that could help benefit the organization… I see it now… the future of our organization… Here I am, Mr. Nice Guy who fixes the fucked computer’s that don’t work, just surfin the web and making updates to this snail paced computer so that it can work better and I was told not to do so because I “might damage the computer.” Yeah rite… so much for being recognized as a System Hardware and Networking Administrator. I probably know the faggots who told my superior not to allow me to sit on their “Super Super Hyper Fast Master Computer” but fuck it their loss…

This is actually yesterdays post:

14th July 2004:
Life can get so frikin messed up at times, it just leaves you baffled. I was having a good time last weekend and the new week started off BAD. It’s too confusing… yesterday was the worst fuckin day of my life. Nothing went well all day… guess it’s just one of those bad days. Neways it wasn’t what I expected. There was one statement that was made by my friend Dipti that made alotta sense. Surprisingly that statement came from her because she’s too immature and hardly makes sense most of the time. She said that it isn’t necessary to take things seriously all the time. Does make sense… to me at least because I tend to care a lot about what’s happening around me. I should lighten up a bit and chill more in life. Just take each day as it comes and see what happens next. Man I don’t know if I’m makin sense any more… Guess that yesterday was indeed a fuck fuckied fucked day after all… >=(

A Holie Frikin Awesome Weekend is what i had... i just can't find the words to describe this weekend... Meetup with lotta friends and went on a frikin party spree. Friday was my friend Dipti's birthday. Went to her place for lunch (which she had made and Good God was it delicious) and then the two of us watched Van Helsing together. I kinda pretty much spent the whole day with her and it was nice to met up with her and be with her after almost 1 year. After that i.e. on Saturday i went over in the evening to my close friend Craig's birthday party and had a blast. There was alotta shit happenin at his place.. like girls getting high, smokin and kinda makin out with guys for fuck knows why... Women and tonic definitely don't go well together. For the first time in my life i had 3 bottles of beer and was calm. Not something i'm proud of but just amazed as to how i was still calm after all that booze. NEways when i came home that night i wasn't able to sleep. Usually when your drunk you loose your senses and you feel sleepy. I was drunk but i didn't loose my sense and most of all i couldn't sleep... yeah go figure... i tried too but i couldn't... I went to Craigs place at about 10pm and came home at 5:30am... Slept by 6:00am... Rose at 10:30 and after that i went over to Vilas' place and tripped on the XBOX... now that's something i could never get tired off... Later on in the evening we saw PULP FICTION (wierd and hilarious at the same time)... came home and crashed to begin a long and monotonous week ahead starting from today.... >=( The good times go by so quick... i sure will miss these past 3 days.... >=(

Yup i finally believe in hard work paying off... i've been doing a lotta research on converting DVD's into a single 700MB file and i have successfully achieved it. The only thing that bothers me is that i have to wait for almost 4-5hours for the entire conversion to take place successfully. Like yesterday i was awake from 8:30pm till about 1:00am just waitin for the entire conversion to take place. Hmmm... i wish there was a way that the computer could automatically shutdown after a specific time. So all i could do is program the computer to shutdown after the conversion is over i.e. after about 4-5 hours .... WELL GUESS WHAT I'VE FIGURED HOW TO DO JUST THAT.... all i do now is start the conversion at anytime i like... set the clock's event trigger to go off after 4-5 hours and enjoy a good night's sleeeeeep.... ZzZzzzzzz.... by the way you'd have to download an application to turn off the computer at a said time... BRING ON THE DVD'S... and LET-er RIP!!!

I really don’t know where to start. These past few days have been amazing, exciting, painful and fun.

Why AMAZING?
Well I finally met up with my old friend Craig and we had a blast. Our first meeting happened on the 30th of June 2004. We just hung out and had beer together. Spoke about what had happened to each other during our period of separation. Spoke about the good old days and got drunk. Well at least I did. But not to the extent where I could say that 9+9 = 99. That night I learnt that having 5 mugs of beer almost at bottoms up CAN DO ME HARM!!

Why EXCITING?
This is because I met up with my other old friend Vilas and we went on a Halo playing spree, which commenced at 4:30pm or so and then halted at about 11:00pm. We managed to successfully complete a level with the difficulty set to Heroic. HALO RULES!!! And so does MICROSOFT’S XBOX!! After the Halo session we just sat down in his library and spoke about stuff (like what’s up with life, his memories from Boston, games, etc. the usual guy stuff) and that session ended at about 1:30am

Why PAINFUL?
Just yesterday i.e. 2nd July 2004 I found out that the 32MB GeForce2 MX400 Card got screwed!!! Now I know that y’all must be saying, what’s in a card and why should it matter to me so much. Well I just happened to be in love with 2 “C”s….. Cars and Computers. That card helped me play games that I enjoyed and had fun. I feel that these relations are the only two relations in which you can invest your emotions and not get hurt badly, possibly because you never expect anything out of them. You expectation is always met in each of these relations. Now that the card is rendered completely useless just burns me inside.

Why FUN?
This is solely because of my computer course. The stuff we do there is completely intense and keeps getting interesting and interesting. I’ve also realised that I enjoy science and the entire 5 years I spent in college was useless. When I sit to ponder about whether I should’ve taken science or commerce then I hesitate. If I had to take science then I would have to devote almost about 80% of my time to studies. If it was as interesting as what I’m learning at computer classes today then I would’ve taken science.

What a way to start the day....

6:05am - Wake up
6:10am - Get bugged by younger brother who hid the deodrant canister
6:30am - Watching Cartoon
7:00am - Watching CatDog (Cartoon)
7:15am - Watching The Angry Beavers (Another Cartoon)
7:30am - Watching As Told By Ginger (Yup you guessed it... another cartoon)
8:00am - Hookup music system to computer and listening to music
8:25am - Went to have a bath
8:30am - Realised that i have only 15mins to get my ass to the bus stop
8:32am - Realised that younger brother hid the deodrant canister
8:34am - Reached the store and brought the deodrant
8:36am - Started dressing up in my formals to go to work (Forgetting something....)
8:45am - Leave from home and head towards the bus stop
8:50am - The 422 arrives... not my bus...
8:55am - Another 422 arrives... not my bus... DAM!!!
9:00am - The 222 arrives... Finallie!!!
9:01am - Realised what i forgot.... "TO ZIP UP MY FRIKIN FLY"...... LOL >=)

There truly is a God and is indeed all kind and giving. Who says prayers aren’t answered. This weekend was pretty hecktic for me. I had installed Windows XP and Windows 98 onto the computer’s as mentione before and in doing so I kept myself awake for 25hours straight without a wink. It didn’t rain at all these past 3 days and that’s exactly what I had prayed for. I enjoyed the ride on the bike. Go into a little Need For Speed Underground kinda action… >=)… One thing that helped keep me awake was a cup of tea from my friend KB’s dad. Man that was one strong cup of tea. I also met up with a very old friend of mine, Dipti. I went over to KB’s place yesterday for lunch and God dam the roti’s or chapati’s or bhakri’s (I don’t know what Payal calls them) we so frikin delicious… mmmmm…. Just too mouth watering to describe… Shoutout to my long and distant sister Hetal who I miss a lot these days. Take care of yeerself and stay in touch okies… >=)

Another glorious and beautiful day. i've got a very busy schedule in front of me for this weekend. Gotta re-install Windows XP and Windows 98 onto 2 different computers. The best part about it is that i've got my hands on my bros bike... hehehehe... i like that bike and the boy hardly lets me ride it... well times have changed now... i no longer have to sneak out with the bike early in the morning at 3:30am... >=)... well todays POST will make all you men realise that we are indeed blessed to be men... sorrie ladies this just happened to be your week to be criticised... peace to you women who are responsible to us men being here...

Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO T-shirt to that same or any water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another petrol station restroom because this one is just too
icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress - £3,000. Morning suit rental - £100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
New shoes don't cut, blister or mangle your feet.
One mood - all the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jars.
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.
Your underwear is £8.95 for a three-pack.
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.
You never have strap problems in public.
You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.
Everything on your face stays its original colour.
The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.
You only have to shave your face and a little bit of your neck.
You can play with toys all your life.
Your belly usually hides your big hips.
One wallet, one pair of shoes, one colour for all seasons.
You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.
You can "do" your nails with a pen-knife.
You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache.
You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24th in 25 minutes.

Oh this one is definitely gonna put me in the ladies "To Be Killed List".... lol >=)

A horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the chicken to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farmer but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer's BMW 328i back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other r end of the rope to his friend, the horse, and drives forward saving him from sinking. A few days later, the chicken and the horse were playing in the meadow again. This time the chicken fell in the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer.The horse said, "I think I can stand over the hole." So he stretched over the width of the hole and said "grab my "THING" and pull yourself up." And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety.

The moral of the story:

If you have a "Thing" like a horse, you don't need a BMW 328i to pick up chicks

Finally the rains have kicked in and the places I pass are getting greener everyday. I love the arroma that the rains fill the air with… it’s just refresh and pure. But there’s something that I don’t like about the rain… when I have to go out and work.. .lol >=) Day before yesterday I got splashed by serveral cars it was fun cause I didn’t have work that day… probably if I had to go to work then I woulda cursed that no good $on of @ B!tc#. The rains always bring back memories of the past… the good old days when I WAS in college and freaking out with my friends and my girl (I miss her the most during this season). I remember the days when we all bunked college and went for movies and little getaways to Borivali National Park… ah those were the days… I miss those sweet sahveet days… and I probably would give anything to get them days back again... >=(

Technology in India is probably one of the strangest things I’ve seen. On Saturday 12th June I was on my way for my computer classes at Irla (in between Vile Parle and Andheri… if you live in Mumbai) Most of the signals in Mumbai do a good job when they are working and do an even better job when they aren’t. I’ve noticed this a lot!! When a signal isn’t working, it should remain that way and no one should interfere with it. However that statement isn’t true. In Mumbai the traffic police always feel that they can do a better job than the signals (irrelevant of whether they are working or not). In both instances… the traffic police (or “paandus” as we Mumbaikars so “lovingly” call them) are so wrong. These guys are responsible for the traffic out here. I have yet to see a day when traffic is in order because of a paandu. The police can get so confused sometimes… sorrie I meant the police are so confused all the time!!!!!!!

Speaking of confusion women on the other hand are very confusing. If you’ve been reading my blog from the beginning, then you’d probably know that the opposite sex seems to be the strangest thing of all. Sorrie ladies no offense but you guys are pretty strange to me. One fact that y’all ladies will agree is that most of the time y’all are confused yourselves… and if you think that statement is false then I guess you aren’t a woman. Now y’all ladies must be wondering as to why I criticise y’all so much. I’m not actually; it’s just true. You know what they say… “When the truth is spoken it hurts the most”. Most of you ladies would surely like to ask me as to how come I know if y’all are confused most of the time. Please that’s easy!!… Let’s take you guys shopping for example, shopping for shoes… when y’all are shopping y’all will look for let’s say something that has flowers. So the hunt begins for flowers. During the course of your hunt y’all come across many varieties of things. Y’all will ponder over millions of shoes will flowers. Now distractions occur in the field (the shopping field). Women say that they are looking for shoes but at the same time they are Oooing and Wooing over bags, clothes and hell knows what other girlie stuff. So now the hunt parameters have broadened and this is where the confusion starts. It’s pretty simple, logical and true. Men on the other hand have a compartmentalised thinking pattern. When we wanna buy shoes, we’ll buy shoes. When we wanna buy clothes, we buy clothes. This should help explain things:

Objective = Result

Men buy shoes = Shoes brought by men. = Objective achieved
Men buy clothes = Clothes brought by men. = Objective achieved

Women buy shoes = Can’t decide which one to buy. But God dam that sleeveless top looks good. Holie shit I forgot about that cute adorable little bag that would go so well on that top and not to mention those ear-rings that would make me look so Fab.
Women buy clothes = ……

I think I’ll stop just there cause I don’t even wanna think about what the hell was going on over there… IT’S TOO CONFUSING… LOL >=) Peace ladies….

Today in the morning before I could leave for work I was watching a few cartoons. Whilst browsing through channels I tuned into MTV. Now this isn’t the international MTV that we get, it’s the pathetic Indian version. So the song starts… it’s about a woman who dresses herself up with a white very, very and I mean extremely short top. And then tightens her red checked micro mini. Later she walks downstairs into a place that looks like an underground barn. Teams up with a bunch of other pathetic dressing woman and starts dancing… like a slut!! It’s funnie how Indian culture is evolving these days. These Indian directors can’t seem to find anything original and just like to go on a copying spree. Man you’ve gotta listen to them frikin Hindi remixes of the original English songs. Especially when they use the western lingo… holie shit that really cracks me up. Now inspiring is one thing and trying to copy is another. Most of the women get inspired by the west and then completely misunderstand. Today most of the Hindi music videos are filled with Indian sluts… I know I’m a bit harsh with that statement but then this should help you understand a little better. Dave Chappelle a very recognised stand up comedian said this statement in one of his shows and I completely agree with the guy. This is what he said or something like it, “So I was walking down a street dressed up like a cop and a lady comes running to me asking for help. She says officer officer please come quick there’s a robbery in progress. Now I know that I’m no cop but she doesn’t know that either but she wants me to help because I look like a cop”. Likewise ladies if y’all dress up like sluts, then no matter how good a person you are, you will always be a slut. Dave also made another important statement and this will make a whole lotta sense now. He said, “Chivalry is dead… it’s true… Men have lost their chivalry…AND WOMEN KILLED IT!!!”….. lol >=)

So I get my hard drive into work today and try to hook it up to my system which runs Windows NT 4.0 Server… News Flash!!!… It didn’t recognise the hard drive. My Samsung 20GB (which can store only 18.6GB or some shit.. fuck knows where the rest is…) which has a FAT32 partition didn’t get recognised by the operating system. I tried to identify the hard drive but apparently my version of NT was configured with limited stuff. Ok for all you people who aren’t involved with computer’s, none of the above lines would make sense so don’t bother {I shuda mentioned this at the beginning…lol =) }

So I get my first issue today… which is also computer related but I won’t get into details like above. I managed to resolve the issue!! 1st issue solved for the company. Hey wanna do some whacked out tests like the ones I did yesterday then visit this link…
www.queendom.com/tests/minitests/index.html

Today in the morning i saw this really really cool thriller... it was called The Ring... Its pretty good... Watch it!!!

So I get my hard drive into work today and try to hook it up to my system which runs Windows NT 4.0 Server… News Flash!!!… It didn’t recognise the hard drive. My Samsung 20GB (which can store only 18.6GB or some shit.. fuck knows where the rest is…) which has a FAT32 partition didn’t get recognised by the operating system. I tried to identify the hard drive but apparently my version of NT was configured with limited stuff. Ok for all you people who aren’t involved with computer’s, none of the above lines would make sense so don’t bother {I shuda mention this at the beginning…lol =) }

So I get my first issue today… which is also computer related but I won’t get into details like above. I managed to resolve the issue!! 1st issue solved for the company. Hey wanna do some whacked out tests like the ones I did yesterday then visit this link…
www.queendom.com/tests/minitests/index.html

Today in the morning i saw this really really cool thriller... it was called The Ring... Its pretty good... Watch it!!!

Well i came into work today and started reading about how hard drives work when i got a popup asking me to take an IQ test... Have you ever wondered on how smart you are... i did just that when that popup came up... so i went ahead with the test... it was pretty crazie at some point in time but i managed to get the whole thing done... At the end of the test this is what they had to say about my INTELLECT.....

The IQ Test People : "We also compared your answers with others who have taken the test, and according to the sorts of questions you got correct, we can tell your Intellectual Type is an Insightful Linguist.

This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results."

By the way i got a DUMB 124... Yeah go figure... lol >=)

Hello again people. After almost a year I've finally got a chance to start posting again. Where am i today... well I've joined another company as a Hardware and Networking Administrator (i think) and have also taken up a course in Networking as well. The new job rocks and so does my computer course. i realised that I've wasted 5 years of my college life in the wrong frikin stream. i opted for commerce instead of science. i guess with the Indian education system one never gets to do what he wants because the students interests aren't identified. Well what’s done is done, can’t cry over spilt milk. Today after 1week of just lazing around at work we had a big issue. The network of the office went down because of some faulty cable. It took my superiors a good 2 and a half hours to rectify the issue and it’s because of their efforts that I’m able to post my very first blog on my site after the ages. I’ll keep posting now from time to time now. It's good to blog back again.... >=)