Well yesterday we saw Jungle Book 2... aaawww man the movie was amazing. I enjoyed it!! Theres another small little critter called Pancha or some shit. He's too frikin cute and adoreable (the smallest little man cub of the village with the blue pants). Not many songs in the movie though, i mean the first Jungle Book was the best of all... it had alotta songs and had the most number of characters in it. The new movie also has the same old characters except that King Louie (the monkey king) isn't there and Kaa, The Vultures, Bageera and Cournel Haati keep making guest apperances. The all time "Bear Necessities" is still there in this movie as well. Overall i'd say it was nice but the original Jungle Book RULZZZzzz!!!! The vultures have amazing one liners for Sher Khan... muahahaha... fuck they really get Sher Khan mind fucked!!... and that little Pancha fellow has got the sweetest expressions. Well that's the end of my weekend. I meet up with some old friends as well and bhoy were they pissed when they saw me. I don't blame them either i mean who wouldn't get pissed when you haven't seen your best friend for almost two months... Well this weekend was fun. Wonder what the next weekend would bring....

Yes today i finallie get to go for Jungle Book 2... wooho!!... i was thinking of going alone for the early morning 10:30am show but now i've decided to go for the 1:30pm show with 2 of my friends.. Miss I and Mr.K... Well that's one movie down and 3 more to go... Oh i downloaded X-Men 2 and saw it... hehehe.. Now all i have to watch is "Hulk", "Matrix : Reloaded" and the mother of all movies... "2 Fast 2 Furious"... yeah babie gotta watch that one for sure.... Jungle Books on today babie and so is my social life... >=)

Life... The word itself is so small, yet to explain what it means could take a long time. What the fuck am i saying... muahahaha!! Well i kinda have nothing much to yap about these days... My "LIFE" has come to a very monotonous state. All i do these days are... sleep, eat and work.... No good fucking movies running in the cinemas these days... Well i was watching TV the other day (God knows after how long i did that) i saw some gr8 movie reviews... The movies i have to see are "2 Fast 2 Furious"(won't miss this one for anything)... "Hulk", "Jungle Book 2", "X Men 2" and "Matrix 2 : Reloaded". Well the moment these movies are out im gonna get me tickets and probablie buy myself some social life. Well works getting more exciting day by day... Mr. A and me are working on a way to bypass WebSense (the mudha fucking filter that keeps us from downloading stuff from the internet... but hey we are Dell Technicians... there has to be a work around...) Well we've found a work around for downloading games... (muahaha take that WebSense...) Now we are trying to find a work around for downloading MP3'z... that's gonna be a tough one but it sure is a challenge. I'm not quite sure whether there is a way... but then again where there is a will there is a way. The reason being that we've already downloaded sound drivers for our computers... heheehe now we've converted our bay into a frikin disc. But then again it's a disc with limited numbers... Now you see why we need to download more MP3'z!! Well that's all for now... take care y'all...

Aaah!!! i finallie got what i wanted most... SLEEP!!!.... I slept like a babie and i think i musta gone off to sleep for more than 10hours... let's see... I fell asleep at 1:00pm on the 14th of May 2003 and i rose at 3:30am this 15th of May 2003... WOW!! that's even more than the beauty sleep women get... muahahahaha!!! Yeah feel "Jealous" Ladies... i don't believe it... i got like 14:30 mins of sleep... Hell Yeah!! just want the doctor ordered... well today's the last day of my weekend off... got a whole list of things to do today... Well nothing much happening these days... just relaxing and saving my strength of another 5 glorious days at work... what i actuallie mean is... i got to get ready for another 5 days kicking everyone elses Butt's in Quake... hehehehe!!!! >D

Shoutout to ma buddie Vilas... Hey Vilas... where the heck you at man...??? haven't heard from you in quite a while... E-Mail me, Message me man... =O

Just when i started accepting the fact that my social life has come to an end... i saw a ray of light that shone on me from heaven up above... >=) .... Today our whole team of 12 people went out to Yoko's for sizzlers... it was fun... each of us were on our own little trip... i guess today was not soo bad... i kicked ass as usual in Quake 3 Arena, ate a complete and fully satisfying meal and walked about 4kms back home... muahahaha!!... Today was nice... now to kick back and relax for the next 2 days as my weekend off's play their role...

Initially when Mr.A and me hit the floor, there were just 4 machines that had Quake 3 Arena on them and man, we used to pray for any 2 of those computers to be vacant so that we could get our hands on them and play a quick game of Quake. Today its come to a point that each computer we sit on gets blessed with Quake 3 Arena.... muahahaha!!!....

Initally when Mr.A and me hit the floor, to the best of my knowledge, there were just 2 or 3 people who used to play Quake excluding us. Today its come to a point that we've actually got 80% of our team to play the Multiplayer sessions hosted by either Mr.A or Me.... oh and it doesn't stop there... we've actually got 2 players from another team to join these session...EXCLUDING US!!!... oh yeah one more thing... The servers get full on most occassions... muahahahaha!!!!

And Finally..... Initally when Mr.A and me hit the floor... Quake 3 Arena wasn't well know to most of the members on the floor.... Today... It ROCKS the floor!!... However i've just downloaded Unreal Tournament (something like Quake) since the amount of people who joined were getting too high... Unreal offers new maps, new multiplayer sessions and more fun... I still have to install it on the computer and check it out for meself.... who know Unreal Tournament may just ROCK the floor one day.... muahahahaha!!! >D

Dam if the AVP (Assistant Vice President) of the company found out that the 100MBps high speed LAN connection was being utilised like this... i'd loose my job in a heart beat!!!... lol!! >D

Each day now at work just keeps getting better and better... Like Yesterday, Mr.A and me setup one of the computers as the server and we had a jollie good time playing Quake... We couldn't believe it! Yesterday the server got full with players... Well the amount of calls that we are going to be handling also would be pretty low, so it's gonna be a dry queue kinda situation and that means only one thing... QUAKE 3 ARENA'z GONNA BE IN FULL SWING.... muahahahahaha!! >D... Shit i've just noticed... the past few days posts have been only about the fun i have at work... today in the bus i realized one thing... My social life has ceased to exist... =( ... i need to make a plan to go out for a movie or something ASAP... but the fuckup is that there aren't any good movies showing these days...

I sit to think about it and here's what i do during my whole day... Wake up at 01:00 and sit on the computer till about 03:30... get ready to leave for work by around 03:45 and leave at about 04:00... reach work at about 05:00, take calls from 05:30 till about 14:00... leave from work at about 15:00 and come home at about 16:30/16:45... watch Justice League (on Cartoon Network) at 17:00 whilst i have my meal and then get me ma ZZZzzzz's at 18:00... Wake up at 01:00 and sit on the computer till about 03:30.... (u get the picture... =O)... Dam i guess this is why guys get married... cuz their social life ceases to exist and they've got nothing better to do!!!

Well for a moment i thought i lost all of the earlier posts... but im glad they are all back...For those of you who didn't read the earlier ones can now do so... Nothing much happened these 2 days... i didn't have work and i guess my social life doesn't exist anymore... Guess i'm finally a Workaholic... (Wonder if i got that spelling right!!)

Today was "The coolest day!!"... Man today was the day... Usually it's just Mr.A and me who play Quake at work... Today was a totallie different story... Today at work there were "8"... YES "EIGHT" players.... We actually set one computer up as a PURE SERVER and then 8 people connected to that server and then the good times just rolled... well at least for Mr.A and me... cuz we had 7 different butts to kick... muahahaha... Well good old "Mr.Sucka" was back on the scene... i guess he wasn't satisfied with the previous "Butt-Whooping" session... so Mr.A gave him a lil message... muahahaha... FUCK 2GETER MR.A AND ME KICKED ASS - "WHOLESALE BABIE!!"... it was fun, seriously fun... I love the shift timings... we start at 05:30 and take calls till about 12:00 then after that it's "Quake 3 kick eveyone's ass!" hour at Dell... lol >D.... We played Quake for like 2 hours... till about 14:00... =O... it was a "Blood Bath" in the arena today... To describe today as "The Best Frikin Day Ever." would be an Under Statement. I can't find the words to describe today...

Yesterday was fun and scary at the same time. Infact it was sweet!! Now the reason i say that is because of Quake 3 Arena. I hate myself for being the one responsible for getting my superiors to play Quake with Mr. A & me... lol >D... Initially our superiors told us that we had to cut down on playing Quake 3... Yesterday they were actually telling me to give them the installation files so that they too could install the games and play along with us. What really got my ass on fire was when CCOD came to know that i got my superiors into playing Quake with us. (i don't know what the full form of CCOD means... but these guyz are the ones who monitor each of our calls and make note of each of our actions on the computer... yeah scary shit... but who gives a fuck!...lol >D...) These guyz also got a whif of what was happening and they came to us and asked us something told out of the blues...I thought they were gonna hold me responsible and my time had come... They come to our bay and say,"Hey where are the other Quake machines, we wanna join in as well." i cudn't believe it. i never thought this day would come. I showed them the other Quake machines and they got set to whoop our asses. They said, "Arey we can play this game with our eyes closed. Our whole bay used to play this game when we used to take calls. We know all the maps like the back of our hand." ... Oh how i pity the foolz whilst they were praising themselves. Well they came into the game... and then came Denver and gave them the "ass-whooping" they never got... Oh happie day... Killing them was so sweet... aaahh Life is getting sweeter as the days go by... >=)

Okay yesterday again when Mr.A and meself were on our way back from work we had experienced PartII of "Mumbai's Most Craziest And Wildest Bus Ride!"... I thought the day before yesterdays ride was whacked... but then again my views changed after we took a ride from Andheri (East) to Bandra (West) yesterday. It was kinda like.. "The Return Of The Reaper!"... lol >D ... Well works kool... I'm on my way outta the RED zone... (the color itself indicating that you are in deep shit!!)... and at the end of yesterdays shift, the was a major BUTT-KICKING session of Quake 3 Arena. Once again the duo (Mr.A and meself) whooped ass WHOLESALE!!... Life is turning sweet again but then again it ain't all that sweet. Our shift timings have changed but with that my other friends in another team have a totallie different shift timing... Wonder if our timings would ever be the same again... I wait for the day when we can be together again <--- Straight at my friends...Take care till we meet up with each other again... =(

Oh dam... i completely forgot... y'all have to hear this song... It's called "Tere Bin" and the artist is "Partners In Rhyme"... "OST - Bend It Like Beckham"... It's an awesome number... "Tere bin nahi lagata dil mera dolana... tere bin nahi lagata dil mera dolana..." Now i usually don't listen to Hindi music but this one actually ruled in my head... Listen to it... It means... "Without you my heart my heart just can't... just can't... just can't... (do the Dolana.. i think.. lol >D... yea i know my Hindi sucks!!!) muahahaha!!!

Yesterday Mr.A and me had the most wildest, fastest and craziest bus ride ever on our way back home from work. Now usually with a sane and safe bus driver it would take about 35-40 mins to reach Bandra(West) from Andheri (East). With an insane and unsafe driver it would take about 25-30 mins to cover that same distance... Yesterday it was totally different and quite frankly i really, really can't find the words to descibe this bus driver... I guess calling him "Inhumanly Whacked!!" would be an under statement. This fool behind the wheel was seriously putting people infront of the bus on a death row. A few of the people who almost got slayed by this "Loco" driver were... Old ladies aged between 45-50, Cyclists from our pavwallas to our doodh ka bhaiyas...and people waiting to catch this "Reaper's Ride!!". I couldn't believe it when i looked out infront of the bus i saw this rickshaw, the poor vehicle was reved up in top gear, the engine was screaming as the rick did it's best to race ahead of the bus. Unfortunately the rick had it coming.... No one runs away from the Reaper!!... Our bus got ahead of the rick and shoved it off onto the left side of the road. The rick's days were numbered...I guess the ricks best wasn't good enough...lol >D... Well it was only when i got off the bus that i actually realized that i made it to Bandra(West) from Andheri(East) in a flat 20mins. This was one crazie bus ride i won't forget. I guess the bus was racing hard on the road because our bus was chased by another bus which was on the same route as ours... Just imagine this... 2 buses one behind the other, racing on the same route in afternoon traffic... Hmmm!! Guess it's just another day in Mumbai... >=)

Life is loaded with parameters and conditions... now by that line, im refering to work. Being a Dell Technician is not easy...well at least not in India. We have so many parameter to meet and a whales ass load of conditions are put down on us if we wanna earn incentives. We are supposed to take 23 calls per day, have a talk time of nothing less than 7 1/2 hours within the 8 1/2 hours of login time, that 1 hour comprises of our Meal, Tea and Bio Breaks. Our ACW (After Call Wait) should not be more than 1 minute at the end of each call. We cannot exceed our Hold Time for more than 3 minutes. We have to resolve issues in most cases within 18mins and maintain each call at that 18mins mark. We have to make, per day, a 37min call back to the customer that call us or whose issues aren't still resolved. Not to mention we have to have nothing less than 90% CSAT (Customer Satisfaction), 85% FTR (First Time Resolution) and 100% FTF (First Time Fix). When we make dispatches we shudn't get kickbacks or the dispatch shudn't get cancel. We have to follow the correct type and steps in order to make a successful dispatch. Yeah... and you thought that a call centre job was peanuts.... think again foo... >D. I still have to mention alot more conditions but then i guess if i yap anymore about work, this will be the worst log ever on my site.

And only if all these conditions are met then we get our incentives... otherwise we either don't get our incentives or we have to look out for another job...lol >D !! Why can't life just get kind for a change. I remember the days in college. Dam i miss college =( those were the days to die for and i'd give up anything to get those days back again. But then again if wishes were horses, beggars would ride.... >=)

Well works got my ass on fire but i ain't gonna let that burn me up... lol!! Well you'z guyz have gotta do this test i'm putting up onto my blog. I did the test and i put up my answers after the end of the test... It was too frikin amazing and yes it definitely was true... Trust me do this test and you'd be as shocked as i was... either that or this test would make absolutely no sense to ya... lol >D.... take care y'all... Love to y'all who read my blogs....

DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON`T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES AND TRY THIS IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. NO CHEATING!!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DON`T READ AHEAD JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY....

FIRST GET PEN AND PAPER

WHEN YOU FINALLY CHOOSE NAMES, MAKE SURE IT`S PEOPLE YOU ACTUALLY KNOW AND GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS!!!!!

SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME - DON`T READ AHEAD OR YOU`LL RUIN THE FUN.


1. FIRST, WRITE NUMBERS 1 THROUGH 11 IN A COLUMN

2. THEN, BESIDE THE NUMBERS 1 AND 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT.

3. BESIDE THE #`S 3 AND 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.


DON`T LOOK AHEAD OR IT WON`T TURN OUT RIGHT


4. WRITE ANYONE`S NAME (LIKE FRIENDS OR FAMILY) IN THE 4TH, 5TH, AND 6TH SPOT.


DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID


5. WRITE DOWN FOUR SONG TITLES IN 8, 9, 10, AND 11

6. FINALLY MAKE A WISH AND THERE IS THE KEY OF THE GAME



*-------------------------------------------------------------------------------*
AND HERE ARE THE RESULTS OF THE TEST
*-------------------------------------------------------------------------------*

1. YOU MUST TELL (THE NUMBER IN SPACE 2) PEOPLE ABOUT THIS GAME.
2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE.
3. THE PERSON IN 7 IS ONE YOU LIKE BUT CAN`T WORKOUT.
4. YOU CARE MOST ABOUT THE PERSON YOU PUT IN 4.
5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS THE YOUR LUCKY STAR.
7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3.
8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7.
9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND.
10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE.


Kool na... well i found it to be very true with the answers i gave. It did make sense, well not complete sense but yes there was a little trurth in it... well at least to an IMMATURE person like moi... wonder what the MATURE / OLD / AGED people would have to say...kiddin oldies... don't take it personallie... hehehe...

Now my answers to this test were:
01. 13
02. 07
03. (that's my little secret.... hehehe... and i ain't gonna spill the beans on this one...) >=)
04. Vilas
05. Russell
06. Ketan
07. (refer to answer number 3... muahahahaa..... >D) >=)
08. Baby Do Those Things
09. Half Crazy
10. Like Whoa!
11. I Need A Girl Part 2 ----> This one was dam true... cuz off recently i've been feeling an absense.... =(

Women are definitely the most wierdest thing that has ever existed on this planet. They are highly volatile, totally unpredictible and most of all.... VERY STRANGE in alotta ways. There is a title of a book which read as "Men are from Venus and Women are from Mars". It's supposed to be a best seller. Well i'd like to give that book a new title today.... "MEN ARE FROM EARTH AND WOMAN ARE FROM SOME FRIKIN PLANET THAT YOU DEFINITELY DON'T WANNA KNOW ABOUT... FOR SURE!!!". Now to all the woman reading this... "Ladies, no offense! I respect thee from the bottom of my heart, but then again there are times when y'all can be most confusing and irritating to the Nth degree." Probably this conversation that i had with one such woman would help y'all understand as to why this post just had to come up. And trust me there are a few lines in this conversation which is very static in most of the women i've spoken to till this date and YES LADIES it's true... y'all know it but y'all just won't admit it.

Again to protect the identity of this one particular woman, and to protect her from confrontation from other's, i have used an alais name for her. Read through this conversation. It's a bit too long but then again it would definitely prove that most woman can be far more IMMATURE than us guys... and i thought that i was the only one who was IMMATURE....lol >D!! I guess the world is filled...

A little story line here...
Miss.X, along with 3 other people including meself being the 4th one, were supposed to go out for lunch one day. Now Miss.X waits for us till our shift could get over and we all decided that we would go for Paneer at Bandra, no1 told anyone to stay back for the other, it was a sole decission made by each individual. Now Miss.X meets her friend and then alters the original plan and says let's go to Gardenia (some frikin expensive joint near work)...Now where i work and Bandra are miles apart from each other and it takes approximately 1hour 30mins or more to reach Bandra from work. I was totallie hard on cash and my mind was set for Paneer. Now just because of another person, Miss.X's friend, why would I, and as a matter of fact, any of the 3 other people besides Miss.X alter the plan for a new comer. That's crazie. We had all agreed to go to Bandra for Paneer but just because Miss.X's friend came and couldn't make it to Bandra with us, we were supposed to go to Gardenia.... That's bullshit!!.... So the plan got scrapped and we all made our way home. Miss.X and her friend went to Gardenia for lunch that day. I meet Miss.X the following day and i joking asked her how was lunch yesterday. She squirted out all the rage she had inside of her onto me by yelling at me on top of her voice. I was hurt no doubt but i was so frikin raged by her yells that i just kept quite and took it as it came. Didn't want to make matters worse cause 2 people yelling at each other, would never result in a settlement. So this is the conversation we had on our internal MSN chat window 3 days after the incident took place.

Here's the conversation: (Read and enjoy!!!)

Miss.X says:
Well that proves 1 thing for sure, I'm still "IMMATURE." and i like it that way. Cuz who would miss work like i do.... hehehe... Actually come to think of it, i just can't figure it out. I can't figure out whether i'm MATURE or IMMATURE. Well i wonder what being MATURE feels like? Is it something like being someone different than you currently are?

Miss.X says:
Is it something like being in command so that you can lead others? Is it something like knowing to do what is right from wrong? OR to put all those questions in a nut-shell... Is it like driving a car, where your quick decissions would make the ride a beautiful experience or a nightmare for you and the people in the car with you?

Denver Dsouza says:
i wrote that so i would know what that means... but when you copy, paste it back at me, what would that imply

Denver Dsouza says:
By the way how are you?

Miss.X says:
**** u

Denver Dsouza says:
well 1 things there for sure... at least some1 in this world reads my blogs besides me .... lol

Miss.X says:
it took u so many days to ask this

Denver Dsouza says:
still angry i guess... which would result in such verbiage...

Miss.X says:
some one miss talking to u too

Denver Dsouza says:
hey you were pissed with me samja... and you told me not to talk to you ever... if you remember...

Miss.X says:
misses*

Miss.X says:
i did say anything of tht

Denver Dsouza says:
you yelled and mentioned that you don't want to speak to me ever... i clearly remember...

Miss.X says:
i said u shut up at tht time

Miss.X says:
and if i say so so u dnot talk ok rite

Denver Dsouza says:
yes you did... its just the rage that you had at that time that actually made you say that to me... hey i would know... i remember every word you said... i was yelled at so i would knw...

Denver Dsouza says:
well i did as you commanded... oopss demanded... that was the best thing to do at the time since you were angry with me...

Miss.X says:
so wat u stop talking rite

Denver Dsouza says:
you told me too... i never wanted too...

Miss.X says:
didnt try to find the reason

Miss.X says:
did want to confront

Denver Dsouza says:
did want to but was just waiting for you to cool down...

Denver Dsouza says:
well if your angry then i dont wanna confront you cuz nothing good would come off it... it would just lead into more arguments...

Miss.X says:
wat would have defined iam cool

Denver Dsouza says:
probablie you realising what you did... cuz when i asked you that morning as to what happened you told me to shutup and not to talk to you ever... so i said okies fine when she'll cool down she'll talk... but dam it took so long kya...

Miss.X says:
ok tht tells me u still dnot know the reason

Miss.X says:
i want to kill you

Denver Dsouza says:
trust me it ain't worth it... killing me won't make a difference... there are a lot who feel the same way like you do... i tell them the same thing... lol

Denver Dsouza says:
but if my death makes you happie... fine please proceed

Miss.X says:
ok maybe so the better idea is tht i dnot talk

Miss.X says:
**** off

Denver Dsouza says:
is that what you feel like doing

Denver Dsouza says:
hey if you don't wanna talk to me that's fine... that's your decission... but that's definitely not my decission....

Miss.X says:
did u ever give a thought why i did tht

Denver Dsouza says:
oh yeah... and i knw why your angry as well...

Miss.X says:
did u ever

Miss.X says:
why???

Denver Dsouza says:
trust me much more than you could ever imagine...

Denver Dsouza says:
but then i just gave up cuz i knw the reason...

Denver Dsouza says:
and just waited

Miss.X says:
wat???

Denver Dsouza says:
for you to cool down...

Miss.X says:
wat is the reason

Denver Dsouza says:
i'd rather have this conversation face to face rather than message to message...

Denver Dsouza says:
you were just upset cuz i didn't tag along with you'z guyz for lunch na...

Miss.X says:
damn it u didnt have guts to confront till now

Denver Dsouza says:
cuz your still upset.... and plz don't get the gutts over here ...

Miss.X says:
and u say now it needs to be face to face

Miss.X says:
ofcourse where else r guts

Denver Dsouza says:
well quite frankly if your upset then i'd rather stay away from your face and not get the treatment i got from you that glorious morning...

Denver Dsouza says:
if you wanna talk then calm down

Miss.X says:
why not

Denver Dsouza says:
then forget it... stay away cuz it ain't my fault here...

Miss.X says:
ok i got the message

Miss.X says:
bye

Denver Dsouza says:
if your gonna stay angry with me and your gonna bad mouth and yell at me all the time then i'd rather stay away from you... you wanna talk then calm down first... don't misunderstand and make assumptions Miss.X... cuz right now your still enfuriated....

Denver Dsouza says:
and trust me your thoughts are blocked and you ain't understanding what i'm tryin to tell you...

Denver Dsouza says:
don't misunderstand me....

Denver Dsouza says:
if your gonna stay angry with me and your gonna bad mouth and yell at me all the time then i'd rather stay away from you... you wanna talk then calm down first... don't misunderstand and make assumptions Miss.X... cuz right now your still enfuriated....

Denver Dsouza says:
and trust me your thoughts are blocked and you ain't understanding what i'm tryin to tell you...

Denver Dsouza says:
don't misunderstand me....

Miss.X says:
ok fine i got the message denver. it is not ur fault. it is my fault ok. completely my fault so i take it on my head. ok. i am sorry for bugging you. but i guess its my fault only tht i waited for 4 hrs like a stupid person. DAMN IT U UNDERSTAND FOUR HRS, HOW LONG THT IS ??? i am stupid. i did iT na, i am stupid becuase i expected. i am sorry NEVER AGAIN OK........... NEVER.... NEVER......

Denver Dsouza says:
hey chill man... there's another reason why i left that day as well...

Denver Dsouza says:
will meet you later on and tell you about it

Denver Dsouza says:
don't be sorrie

Denver Dsouza says:
m on call 1 sec

Miss.X says:
I AM NOT INTERESTED

Miss.X says:
EVEN I AM

Denver Dsouza says:
k suite yourself...

Denver Dsouza says:
then when you wanna talk ... msg me or better still come up to me...

Denver Dsouza says:
if you've got the GUTTS

Miss.X says:
I WONT DENVER I WONT

Miss.X says:
I NEVER WOULD

Miss.X says:
I AM SORRY

Miss.X says:
BYE

Denver Dsouza says:
okies... if that's the way you feel..

Denver Dsouza says:
but it's really sad to see you leave like this... i never thought it would end like this Miss.X... but if that's the way you want it ... i won't stop you...

Miss.X says:
YA AGAIN U LEFT NOT UR FAULT, I WAITED NOT UR FAULT, I LEAVE NOT UR FAULT, EVERTHING IS DONE BY ME I AM TE DAMN PERSON WHO DOES EVERY THING WRONG

Denver Dsouza says:
you feel like that kya...

Denver Dsouza says:
you just wanna make assumptions... and trust me...

Miss.X says:
YA AGAIN U LEFT NOT UR FAULT,

Denver Dsouza says:
if you wanna talk then calm down

Denver Dsouza says:
then forget it... stay away cuz it ain't my fault here...

Miss.X says:
I WAITED NOT UR FAULT,
u never asked me to wait na so my fault
I LEAVE NOT UR FAULT, ITS SOLELY MY DECISION

Denver Dsouza says:
Miss.X... i;ll just say 1 thing... Assumptions is the mother of all F*%$UP's so stop makin assumptions...

Miss.X says:
WAT ASSUMPUTIONS

Miss.X says:
wat am i assuming here

Denver Dsouza says:
the ones you are makin right now about you being wrong...

Miss.X says:
thts a fact

Miss.X says:
not assumtuon

Miss.X says:
denver anyways

Miss.X says:
this is not working ok

Miss.X says:
bye

Denver Dsouza says:
forget it.. your acting too immature to understand right now... and that's just the rage in there that's blocking your thought pattern....

Miss.X says:
ya i know

Denver Dsouza says:
1 fact about you acknowledged... well that's a start...

Miss.X says:
SHUT UP DENVER

Miss.X says:
SHUT UP

Miss.X says:
OK

Miss.X says:
ENOUGH

Denver Dsouza says:
see there you go again...

Miss.X says:
denver its ok

Miss.X says:
ok

Miss.X says:
i got the piont. i have it hard in my brain now

Miss.X says:
thts it

Miss.X says:
ok

Miss.X says:
bye

Denver Dsouza says:
with that immature brain its a miracle you've comprehended what i've just said... trust me you need to calm down Miss.X and then we'll talk...

Denver Dsouza says:
till then you take care

STUPID....YES...............
IMMATURE....YES...........
CRAZIE....YES...............
CONFUSING.............YES........
TRUE................YES.......
WOMEN......... DEFINITELY YES!!! ..... lol >D

Boy! Life can be really boring at times and very confusing... I've been home for 3 days now, away from work and i already miss work! ... Yup as strange and wierd as it may sound... " I MISS WORK ! "... Dam i never thought i'd say that... I guess as a boy leaves his "Oh man this is the life, and college rules!" stage and "MATURES", he enters into the "Work your ass off all day!" stage. (<--- That line goes out 1 special person who think's im immature...)

I sit here at home and i've just been watchin TV, listen to music, surfing the web (trying to think of what to type on my blog today... hehehe) and i feel like going to work for some reason... WAIT!!! i've got it... i guess the reason i wanna go to work is because i miss my friends. YUP!! That's it... i miss my friends at work. I miss Miss.I (hey that line was funnie... lol >D), Miss. P, Mr.A, Mr.B. I miss talking to my customers... like on the last day of work 3 days back i actually sang a small part of a song with my customer... that's was fun. I miss Quake 3 Arena. I miss kickin Mr.Sucka's ass... =( ... i miss the tea i make at work.... Dam i didn't even realize how much these things meant to me until today... That explains why i want to go back to work, i guess... =|

Well that proves 1 thing for sure, I'm still "IMMATURE." and i like it that way. Cuz who would miss work like i do.... hehehe... Actually come to think of it, i just can't figure it out. I can't figure out whether i'm MATURE or IMMATURE. Well i wonder what being MATURE feels like? Is it something like being someone different than you currently are? Is it something like being in command so that you can lead others? Is it something like knowing to do what is right from wrong? OR to put all those questions in a nut-shell... Is it like driving a car, where your quick decissions would make the ride a beautiful experience or a nightmare for you and the people in the car with you?

I guess i'll never know whether i'm MATURE or IMMATURE. Only Time will tell... I'll just have to age, wait and find out.... =|

Today as I write this post I’m filled with a lot of feelings. Mostly the feeling of happiness but then again I sense a little sorrow here as well. Well its like this… I’m happy because I got to play Quake3 Arena with this one fool who claims to be the best player in Quake ever in Spectramind…. Everyone recognizes him as a very good player and he’s trashed alotta asses with his skills… I finally got my legs on his ass and gave him the kicks he’ll never forget… hehehe… lol!! Poor soul I feel sorry for kickin his ass so badly. But then again I did it for a cause, a reason if I may say so meself and I’ll tell y’all why. I really never wanted to play with this guy.

Now once again I don’t wanna disgrace this guy so badly so I’ll keep his name a secret and give him an alias name…. Hmmm what shud I name this fool…Aaah! “Sucka!” I think I shall call him that, because his skills sucked before mine and his boasts were so frikin cheap. Everytime I killed him he said,”Good one dude (pronounced it as: dew-duh … the cheap frikin way… that pisses me off!!) but gradually as I took pleasure in pounding his ass with a capital "P" (I like saying that… hehehe…) the praises turned to anger, frustration and a whales ass load of sheer revenge.… too bad the computer he was playing on got all the FUCK’s, DAM IT (with a tight blow) and much much more. I wonder how the mouse survived this blows... poor mousie!!!.... He was pissed and I think I know why…. I tick him off, and i ticked him off really really good…. Initially I hustled a little… gave him a feeling of whose boss… you know, “let the boy kill me as I am just an amateur!”, "Please don't kill me i can't even shoot properly" you know that kinda shit…. But then it was “Sucka’s ass on my foot all the way…” lol!!! (Hahahaha… oh dam I crack myself up whipping the shit outta him… muahahahaaha)

But above all I must compliment him on playing… I mean trying to play so well against me… I’ll shall address him with respect… I shall call him “Sir.Sucka”…. Well, I must say that the fool was competition and good competition too…. Nah!! I can’t lie to myself now, can I? Hehehe…

Okies now to tell y’all why I kicked his ass that badly and why I made him get angry when playing with me…. “He kicked my team mates ass!”…. Yes I’m dam possessive about my friends. Mr.A just happens to be my Quake3 Arena team partner… He's like a Quake3 Arena brother to me if I may say so. Together we have trashed alotta asses and we’ve kicked each other’s asses, although he isn't as good as i am but i sure hope he gets there!…. As far as I am concerned our asses can be kicked only by each other and no one else…. Today we do it to everyone else who tries to kick ours… It’s a Quake thing people… Ladies don’t even bother or try to figure out the connection here!! It’s way above your league… lol!!

Well in other events, I got turned on today and I mean really really really really badly… Oh I felt dam good, actually it felt dam good… HEY! Now let your imagination run wild with that statement and don’t keep that mouth hanging open okay… it’s not what you think it is…. They reason I say this is because I saw 2 really sexie cars…. Oooooooh I wish I owned them both. One of them was a Porsche 996 Navy Blue in color and boy was she a pretty site!! =O … Mr.A and me were on our way back home in the bus, and the moment I saw her… I yelled out so badly that everyone in the bus was starting at me and wondered what happened. Mr. A then turn to me and said, “Do you know that everyone’s looking at us?”… and I saw at least 6-7 pairs of eyes looking at me…. Sorrie for embarrassing you Mr. A but I couldn’t help myself… if you could have seen the beauty I saw with my eyes, I’m sure we both would have been started at… lol >D.
Later on when Mr.A got down from the bus I saw a sexie Maroon colored Mercedes Benz SLK with the most gorgeous wheels I had ever seen… Ooooooh I held my heart with my right hand and clenched my fist to prevent it from exploding with love for what I saw… I was in seventh heaven…. The Merc cruised in 1st gear as it made the turn so beautifully into the next lane to head away from me… like she was saying, “Denver my love, cast Thy eyes at Thee one last time as I don’t know when our paths will cross again.” And as she made the turn and geared on ahead into 2nd gear and zoomed away from my sight, my heart ached with pain and cried a tear as her memory lingered in my heart…while she departed. It was a very pleasant site, yet a painful goodbye!! =(

Well there was 1 painful incident that upset me today but then again I’m not the type of person who’ll hold a grudge especially when it comes to friendship. I believe that what happened in the past should be left in the past, as I’m sure with the joyful events today brings, there wouldn’t be enough space to think of the painful past. This statement goes out to that 1 special person, who may or may not have meant what he/she said.

Well yesterday started off on a bad note... a very bad note... Mr.B from the Quality Department (where I work) came and told me that my job was on the line. Shocking news!! Well since the month of April is still on the roll, I thought that he was bluffing... but deep inside me I heard a voice saying,"Denver why the heck would he joke about something like that?” I mean yeah I’ve just been takin like 16 calls outta 23... now that's like a deficit of 7 calls per day. So I guess I’ll be concentrating on work much much more.

Yesterday wasn't all that bad either. I mean yesterday was like a boon, an eye opener if i should say so meself. After I got the news that my performance was screwed I entered into a "I don't know why but I may end up shouting at you!" Trance. I wasn't myself anymore. I just went on spewing out senseless 1 liners (now that usually happens rarely... or very often, with people who don't understand the 1 liner completely... lol >D ) I It's nice to know you have friends around you that can always cheer you up when you are in a bad mood or when your spirits are low. Miss.I did an excellent job by cheering me up and lifting my spirits up once again. Miss. P did a good job but giving me Puran Poli to eat, even though I refused initially. I was dam hungry, but the trance made me forget what hunger was... Mr.K also helped cheer me up by playing Quake3 Arena with me at work today. Ahh!! I finallie got to kick some butt after ages... Infact today I was on a roll. For the first time at work I kicked ass ROYALLY!!..(Wait a minute.. meant like always...lol >D)... I was proud of myself; I never realized how good I’ve become at kicking butt in Quake3. Mr. K and me kicked ass so frikin Royally in Quake3 with our team mates (who've just become my new friends out there), that our "Killing Spree" duo had to split to keep the competition alive... lol!! .... I owe my Quake3 skills to my mentor Vilas (my best bud in Boston) who thought me the art of war. I then developed the art of kicking butt with his training...And now this is where i stand in comparison to anyone that i've played with....

Rank 6 - Novice
Rank 5 - Amateur
Rank 4 - Professional
Rank 3 - Unstoppable
Rank 2 - GOD
Rank 1 - Denver!! (lol ....Thanks Vilas!!! lol >D...)

I seriously thank God for these friends. A Friend who makes you feel special and makes you realize what you mean to them by the words they say (@ Miss I), Friends who make you feel special by sharing (@Miss. P) and then you have Friends who'll lend their ass to you so that you can kick it and cheer yourself up. (I won't take anyone's name here to shield "My Friend/s" from embarrassment).... lol >D

All I wanna say to y'all is:
" I LOVE YOU GUYz..." I know that in life's long journey each of us would tred a different path but I hope we still stay in touch with one another. I cherish, value and would forever treasure each relationship shared with each one of you. Thanks for being there when I needed you. =)

I'm just sitting here at my PC downloading a few R&B numbers and was just getting involved with my feelings... im not quite sure as to what this feeling could be... could it be the feeling of Love??? I'm not quite sure... cuz it's been ages since i've felt like that... In Love that is... For now my true love lies with my sweethearts... Lamborghini, Ferrari, Dodge, Chevrolet & Some more.

I was just going down memory lane and thought of what i did for the girl in my life. Ah those were indeed the sweet days!! But now things have changed... she's moved on abroad and she's settled by now... i guess... NEways i wish her all the very best with her life and pray to GOD that she remains happie whereever she is...

Sometimes i wonder... why is it that when we gain something we have to loose something... If only we could gain without loosing, i'm sure we'd all be happie and content... but then again that's life!!!

Women, i respect them even though this link proves them to be the root of all evil... check it out....
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In someways it's kinda true... However there are exceptions... and by that i mean really, really, really, really, really, really, really few women who don't fall into the "Root Of All Evil" category. Women always ask us guys this question... Let's take Miss.X and Me for example... well at least my lines would remain static and would not change for sure, and i actually mean those lines.... Read on... This is like a typical telephone conversation a commited guy like meself must have gone through, who truly regards his girl as the world...


Miss X : After marriage will you still love me as much as you love me today...
(Her thoughts say : I'm sure after marriage you won't love me as much as you love me today...)

Me : Yes sweetheart, From this very day on, to the day i exhale with you name on my lips for the last time.
(My thoughts say : the same thing)

Miss X : Don't lie?
(Her thoughts say : Caught you... i know for sure now your lying. I can see right through those lovie-dovie words. You can't fool me.)

Me : Come on love, don't you believe me?
(My thoughts say : What the fuck? Hey i just gave you my emotional commitement and you think i'm lying.)

Miss X : How can you say that things won't change, after marriage you'll be working and im sure you'll hardly give me the attention i get now. I mean look at other marriages. The hubbies hardly care for their wives anymore.
(Her thoughts say : Ha! Answer this one!!)

Me : Look into my eyes, would i lie to you. I gave you my heart, my soul. My love, Please trust me. I give you my word. I vowed not to treat you bad. I'd give up forever to be with you by your side to love you. Why should marriage make anything different between us. If we truly love each other, things won't change even after marriage. Sure i'd have other resposibilities to attend to... but as and when i get time to be with you, I'd spend it with you making you realise that i still love you from the day my heart fell for you.
(My thoughts say : Please believe me when i say this babie... i really really mean it)

Miss X : Oh ya that's what they all say before marriage...After marriage things change. Let's wait and see what happens... Anyway so what are you doing right now?
(Her thoughts say : Forget it, it's no use talking to this love fool... he's not matured yet.)

Me : Huh! Oh nothing at the moment love. What are you doing?
(My thoughts say : What the heck was all that about? Why did she ask me that question and then refuse to accept my true answer?)

Miss X : Oh i'm watching (some stupid soap's name) on TV right now. After which i'm going over to meet (some stupid friends name) and we will go shopping.
(Her thoughts say : This guy needs some time to think about what i just told him to make him realise that he has to mature and accept facts.)

Me : Oh that's nice. Hope you girls have fun. Hey do you want me to come along. Perhaps I could be of assistance in some way?
(My thoughts say : Yes here's my chance to be with her and prove to her that i truly love her. She probablie needs a little love right now. I'll hold her hand, look into her eyes and express myself much much more so that she sees how much i love her... probablie then she'll realise that i mean every word i say.)

Miss X : No no no... it's okay. Neways you'll get bored. Maybe next time ok. Take care and i'll speak to you later.
(Her thoughts say : I want you to sit home and think about what i've told you... whilst i go and cheer myself up with (that same stupid friends name) by shopping and getting my mind of this conversation we just had.)

Me : Okies love, take care sweetheart. Mmuuaaachh (kissie sound over the phone) Love you.
(My thoughts say : Wonder what happened to her... why is she acting so different today?)

Miss X : Ya okie. Bye. (disconnects the phone)
(Her thoughts say : That will give him something to think about.)

Me : (still with the phone glued to my ear, listening to the disconnected tone.) Hey where did my kissie go? =(
(My thoughts say : Arey! Of all the days where did my "I love you too... mmuuaaacchh" go today? What's wrong today? Was it something i did? Was it something i said? Why was this conversation so different? Have i done something to upset her? Did i do something to make her act like this today? (with the phone still glued to my ear i enter into a trance................ and i'm still in the trance even after i hang up, as i sit with my thoughts contemplating on what went wrong today.)


Well i guess that's women... they expect us guys to mature when they say so. Come on, guys mature only at the age of 25 or more. I on the other hand am planning to mature at either the age of 30 or more... i'll put my bet on "or more"....lol >D.... What do women want out of us guyz... Infact the question here that has to be answered is "What Do Women Want?".... Well what women want, will always be a mystery... one can compare it to the mystery of the Bermuda Triangle, or UFO sightings... hey maybe women are aliens??? Now that could explain alot... lol >D...

BUT THE BEST PART IS :
"WOMEN THEMSELVES DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT?"