Today as I write this post I’m filled with a lot of feelings. Mostly the feeling of happiness but then again I sense a little sorrow here as well. Well its like this… I’m happy because I got to play Quake3 Arena with this one fool who claims to be the best player in Quake ever in Spectramind…. Everyone recognizes him as a very good player and he’s trashed alotta asses with his skills… I finally got my legs on his ass and gave him the kicks he’ll never forget… hehehe… lol!! Poor soul I feel sorry for kickin his ass so badly. But then again I did it for a cause, a reason if I may say so meself and I’ll tell y’all why. I really never wanted to play with this guy.

Now once again I don’t wanna disgrace this guy so badly so I’ll keep his name a secret and give him an alias name…. Hmmm what shud I name this fool…Aaah! “Sucka!” I think I shall call him that, because his skills sucked before mine and his boasts were so frikin cheap. Everytime I killed him he said,”Good one dude (pronounced it as: dew-duh … the cheap frikin way… that pisses me off!!) but gradually as I took pleasure in pounding his ass with a capital "P" (I like saying that… hehehe…) the praises turned to anger, frustration and a whales ass load of sheer revenge.… too bad the computer he was playing on got all the FUCK’s, DAM IT (with a tight blow) and much much more. I wonder how the mouse survived this blows... poor mousie!!!.... He was pissed and I think I know why…. I tick him off, and i ticked him off really really good…. Initially I hustled a little… gave him a feeling of whose boss… you know, “let the boy kill me as I am just an amateur!”, "Please don't kill me i can't even shoot properly" you know that kinda shit…. But then it was “Sucka’s ass on my foot all the way…” lol!!! (Hahahaha… oh dam I crack myself up whipping the shit outta him… muahahahaaha)

But above all I must compliment him on playing… I mean trying to play so well against me… I’ll shall address him with respect… I shall call him “Sir.Sucka”…. Well, I must say that the fool was competition and good competition too…. Nah!! I can’t lie to myself now, can I? Hehehe…

Okies now to tell y’all why I kicked his ass that badly and why I made him get angry when playing with me…. “He kicked my team mates ass!”…. Yes I’m dam possessive about my friends. Mr.A just happens to be my Quake3 Arena team partner… He's like a Quake3 Arena brother to me if I may say so. Together we have trashed alotta asses and we’ve kicked each other’s asses, although he isn't as good as i am but i sure hope he gets there!…. As far as I am concerned our asses can be kicked only by each other and no one else…. Today we do it to everyone else who tries to kick ours… It’s a Quake thing people… Ladies don’t even bother or try to figure out the connection here!! It’s way above your league… lol!!

Well in other events, I got turned on today and I mean really really really really badly… Oh I felt dam good, actually it felt dam good… HEY! Now let your imagination run wild with that statement and don’t keep that mouth hanging open okay… it’s not what you think it is…. They reason I say this is because I saw 2 really sexie cars…. Oooooooh I wish I owned them both. One of them was a Porsche 996 Navy Blue in color and boy was she a pretty site!! =O … Mr.A and me were on our way back home in the bus, and the moment I saw her… I yelled out so badly that everyone in the bus was starting at me and wondered what happened. Mr. A then turn to me and said, “Do you know that everyone’s looking at us?”… and I saw at least 6-7 pairs of eyes looking at me…. Sorrie for embarrassing you Mr. A but I couldn’t help myself… if you could have seen the beauty I saw with my eyes, I’m sure we both would have been started at… lol >D.
Later on when Mr.A got down from the bus I saw a sexie Maroon colored Mercedes Benz SLK with the most gorgeous wheels I had ever seen… Ooooooh I held my heart with my right hand and clenched my fist to prevent it from exploding with love for what I saw… I was in seventh heaven…. The Merc cruised in 1st gear as it made the turn so beautifully into the next lane to head away from me… like she was saying, “Denver my love, cast Thy eyes at Thee one last time as I don’t know when our paths will cross again.” And as she made the turn and geared on ahead into 2nd gear and zoomed away from my sight, my heart ached with pain and cried a tear as her memory lingered in my heart…while she departed. It was a very pleasant site, yet a painful goodbye!! =(

Well there was 1 painful incident that upset me today but then again I’m not the type of person who’ll hold a grudge especially when it comes to friendship. I believe that what happened in the past should be left in the past, as I’m sure with the joyful events today brings, there wouldn’t be enough space to think of the painful past. This statement goes out to that 1 special person, who may or may not have meant what he/she said.