Boy! Life can be really boring at times and very confusing... I've been home for 3 days now, away from work and i already miss work! ... Yup as strange and wierd as it may sound... " I MISS WORK ! "... Dam i never thought i'd say that... I guess as a boy leaves his "Oh man this is the life, and college rules!" stage and "MATURES", he enters into the "Work your ass off all day!" stage. (<--- That line goes out 1 special person who think's im immature...)

I sit here at home and i've just been watchin TV, listen to music, surfing the web (trying to think of what to type on my blog today... hehehe) and i feel like going to work for some reason... WAIT!!! i've got it... i guess the reason i wanna go to work is because i miss my friends. YUP!! That's it... i miss my friends at work. I miss Miss.I (hey that line was funnie... lol >D), Miss. P, Mr.A, Mr.B. I miss talking to my customers... like on the last day of work 3 days back i actually sang a small part of a song with my customer... that's was fun. I miss Quake 3 Arena. I miss kickin Mr.Sucka's ass... =( ... i miss the tea i make at work.... Dam i didn't even realize how much these things meant to me until today... That explains why i want to go back to work, i guess... =|

Well that proves 1 thing for sure, I'm still "IMMATURE." and i like it that way. Cuz who would miss work like i do.... hehehe... Actually come to think of it, i just can't figure it out. I can't figure out whether i'm MATURE or IMMATURE. Well i wonder what being MATURE feels like? Is it something like being someone different than you currently are? Is it something like being in command so that you can lead others? Is it something like knowing to do what is right from wrong? OR to put all those questions in a nut-shell... Is it like driving a car, where your quick decissions would make the ride a beautiful experience or a nightmare for you and the people in the car with you?

I guess i'll never know whether i'm MATURE or IMMATURE. Only Time will tell... I'll just have to age, wait and find out.... =|