I'm just sitting here at my PC downloading a few R&B numbers and was just getting involved with my feelings... im not quite sure as to what this feeling could be... could it be the feeling of Love??? I'm not quite sure... cuz it's been ages since i've felt like that... In Love that is... For now my true love lies with my sweethearts... Lamborghini, Ferrari, Dodge, Chevrolet & Some more.

I was just going down memory lane and thought of what i did for the girl in my life. Ah those were indeed the sweet days!! But now things have changed... she's moved on abroad and she's settled by now... i guess... NEways i wish her all the very best with her life and pray to GOD that she remains happie whereever she is...

Sometimes i wonder... why is it that when we gain something we have to loose something... If only we could gain without loosing, i'm sure we'd all be happie and content... but then again that's life!!!

Women, i respect them even though this link proves them to be the root of all evil... check it out....
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In someways it's kinda true... However there are exceptions... and by that i mean really, really, really, really, really, really, really few women who don't fall into the "Root Of All Evil" category. Women always ask us guys this question... Let's take Miss.X and Me for example... well at least my lines would remain static and would not change for sure, and i actually mean those lines.... Read on... This is like a typical telephone conversation a commited guy like meself must have gone through, who truly regards his girl as the world...


Miss X : After marriage will you still love me as much as you love me today...
(Her thoughts say : I'm sure after marriage you won't love me as much as you love me today...)

Me : Yes sweetheart, From this very day on, to the day i exhale with you name on my lips for the last time.
(My thoughts say : the same thing)

Miss X : Don't lie?
(Her thoughts say : Caught you... i know for sure now your lying. I can see right through those lovie-dovie words. You can't fool me.)

Me : Come on love, don't you believe me?
(My thoughts say : What the fuck? Hey i just gave you my emotional commitement and you think i'm lying.)

Miss X : How can you say that things won't change, after marriage you'll be working and im sure you'll hardly give me the attention i get now. I mean look at other marriages. The hubbies hardly care for their wives anymore.
(Her thoughts say : Ha! Answer this one!!)

Me : Look into my eyes, would i lie to you. I gave you my heart, my soul. My love, Please trust me. I give you my word. I vowed not to treat you bad. I'd give up forever to be with you by your side to love you. Why should marriage make anything different between us. If we truly love each other, things won't change even after marriage. Sure i'd have other resposibilities to attend to... but as and when i get time to be with you, I'd spend it with you making you realise that i still love you from the day my heart fell for you.
(My thoughts say : Please believe me when i say this babie... i really really mean it)

Miss X : Oh ya that's what they all say before marriage...After marriage things change. Let's wait and see what happens... Anyway so what are you doing right now?
(Her thoughts say : Forget it, it's no use talking to this love fool... he's not matured yet.)

Me : Huh! Oh nothing at the moment love. What are you doing?
(My thoughts say : What the heck was all that about? Why did she ask me that question and then refuse to accept my true answer?)

Miss X : Oh i'm watching (some stupid soap's name) on TV right now. After which i'm going over to meet (some stupid friends name) and we will go shopping.
(Her thoughts say : This guy needs some time to think about what i just told him to make him realise that he has to mature and accept facts.)

Me : Oh that's nice. Hope you girls have fun. Hey do you want me to come along. Perhaps I could be of assistance in some way?
(My thoughts say : Yes here's my chance to be with her and prove to her that i truly love her. She probablie needs a little love right now. I'll hold her hand, look into her eyes and express myself much much more so that she sees how much i love her... probablie then she'll realise that i mean every word i say.)

Miss X : No no no... it's okay. Neways you'll get bored. Maybe next time ok. Take care and i'll speak to you later.
(Her thoughts say : I want you to sit home and think about what i've told you... whilst i go and cheer myself up with (that same stupid friends name) by shopping and getting my mind of this conversation we just had.)

Me : Okies love, take care sweetheart. Mmuuaaachh (kissie sound over the phone) Love you.
(My thoughts say : Wonder what happened to her... why is she acting so different today?)

Miss X : Ya okie. Bye. (disconnects the phone)
(Her thoughts say : That will give him something to think about.)

Me : (still with the phone glued to my ear, listening to the disconnected tone.) Hey where did my kissie go? =(
(My thoughts say : Arey! Of all the days where did my "I love you too... mmuuaaacchh" go today? What's wrong today? Was it something i did? Was it something i said? Why was this conversation so different? Have i done something to upset her? Did i do something to make her act like this today? (with the phone still glued to my ear i enter into a trance................ and i'm still in the trance even after i hang up, as i sit with my thoughts contemplating on what went wrong today.)


Well i guess that's women... they expect us guys to mature when they say so. Come on, guys mature only at the age of 25 or more. I on the other hand am planning to mature at either the age of 30 or more... i'll put my bet on "or more"....lol >D.... What do women want out of us guyz... Infact the question here that has to be answered is "What Do Women Want?".... Well what women want, will always be a mystery... one can compare it to the mystery of the Bermuda Triangle, or UFO sightings... hey maybe women are aliens??? Now that could explain alot... lol >D...

BUT THE BEST PART IS :
"WOMEN THEMSELVES DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY WANT?"