Ah it sure has been a while since I’ve posted anything up now. The reason I was unable to post is because I still don’t have a computer at work… >=( … I’m sitting on another workmates computer and am putting this post up. So far nothing much has happened… I’ve got down to a little 3D Studio MAX and a lotta Halo in Legendary mode. Just yesterday, Vilas and meself sat from 8:30pm to about 1:00am playing Halo… that was awesome. We were trying to see how badly we died. I died about 25 times in 2 levels and Vilas died about 15 times. Now if you are a hardcore Halo fan then you’d probably know how tough Legendary is… I’m pretty impressed with the death count that was achieved by Vilas and me yesterday. Sure is an improvement for me at least cause initially I died like 50 times in one level... hahahaha....

Ah Saturday. This is probably the best day in the week that I admire. Probably because I know that my weekends gonna be a blast. Yesterday was fun as well. Dipti my friend wanted me to go with her for a Hindi movie called GAYAB (meaning invisible). I didn’t get a chance to go with her because I had just got about 3 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours. I woke up at about 6pm and Craig calls me up and says that we are going for GAYAB. I did see the trailer of the movie and it sure looked like a fuck all movie. Neways I made the mistake of going and man it was the worst movie I had seen, but Craig and me had a blast laughin at the fuck all stuff that happened in the movie. I’m glad that I didn’t waste my time and go for the movie with Dipti earlier in the afternoon… hahahaha…. I’ve gotta tell her about the movie because she was hell bent on going for it. This weekend is gonna be fun so I’m kinda looking forward to it. This week started off bad… hope it ends well…. >=)

I really can’t believe that even though times are changing, people’s mentality isn’t changing one bit. It’s like this we have 2 departments at the place where I work. Each department has their own separate computers and I just found out that neither of the departments could use each other’s computers. I can digest that… which is cool… possibly because of security reasons or some shit like that. But what really fucked my head is that they can’t use each other’s computers even for surfing the web to pull up on information that could help benefit the organization… I see it now… the future of our organization… Here I am, Mr. Nice Guy who fixes the fucked computer’s that don’t work, just surfin the web and making updates to this snail paced computer so that it can work better and I was told not to do so because I “might damage the computer.” Yeah rite… so much for being recognized as a System Hardware and Networking Administrator. I probably know the faggots who told my superior not to allow me to sit on their “Super Super Hyper Fast Master Computer” but fuck it their loss…

This is actually yesterdays post:

14th July 2004:
Life can get so frikin messed up at times, it just leaves you baffled. I was having a good time last weekend and the new week started off BAD. It’s too confusing… yesterday was the worst fuckin day of my life. Nothing went well all day… guess it’s just one of those bad days. Neways it wasn’t what I expected. There was one statement that was made by my friend Dipti that made alotta sense. Surprisingly that statement came from her because she’s too immature and hardly makes sense most of the time. She said that it isn’t necessary to take things seriously all the time. Does make sense… to me at least because I tend to care a lot about what’s happening around me. I should lighten up a bit and chill more in life. Just take each day as it comes and see what happens next. Man I don’t know if I’m makin sense any more… Guess that yesterday was indeed a fuck fuckied fucked day after all… >=(

A Holie Frikin Awesome Weekend is what i had... i just can't find the words to describe this weekend... Meetup with lotta friends and went on a frikin party spree. Friday was my friend Dipti's birthday. Went to her place for lunch (which she had made and Good God was it delicious) and then the two of us watched Van Helsing together. I kinda pretty much spent the whole day with her and it was nice to met up with her and be with her after almost 1 year. After that i.e. on Saturday i went over in the evening to my close friend Craig's birthday party and had a blast. There was alotta shit happenin at his place.. like girls getting high, smokin and kinda makin out with guys for fuck knows why... Women and tonic definitely don't go well together. For the first time in my life i had 3 bottles of beer and was calm. Not something i'm proud of but just amazed as to how i was still calm after all that booze. NEways when i came home that night i wasn't able to sleep. Usually when your drunk you loose your senses and you feel sleepy. I was drunk but i didn't loose my sense and most of all i couldn't sleep... yeah go figure... i tried too but i couldn't... I went to Craigs place at about 10pm and came home at 5:30am... Slept by 6:00am... Rose at 10:30 and after that i went over to Vilas' place and tripped on the XBOX... now that's something i could never get tired off... Later on in the evening we saw PULP FICTION (wierd and hilarious at the same time)... came home and crashed to begin a long and monotonous week ahead starting from today.... >=( The good times go by so quick... i sure will miss these past 3 days.... >=(

Yup i finally believe in hard work paying off... i've been doing a lotta research on converting DVD's into a single 700MB file and i have successfully achieved it. The only thing that bothers me is that i have to wait for almost 4-5hours for the entire conversion to take place successfully. Like yesterday i was awake from 8:30pm till about 1:00am just waitin for the entire conversion to take place. Hmmm... i wish there was a way that the computer could automatically shutdown after a specific time. So all i could do is program the computer to shutdown after the conversion is over i.e. after about 4-5 hours .... WELL GUESS WHAT I'VE FIGURED HOW TO DO JUST THAT.... all i do now is start the conversion at anytime i like... set the clock's event trigger to go off after 4-5 hours and enjoy a good night's sleeeeeep.... ZzZzzzzzz.... by the way you'd have to download an application to turn off the computer at a said time... BRING ON THE DVD'S... and LET-er RIP!!!

I really don’t know where to start. These past few days have been amazing, exciting, painful and fun.

Why AMAZING?
Well I finally met up with my old friend Craig and we had a blast. Our first meeting happened on the 30th of June 2004. We just hung out and had beer together. Spoke about what had happened to each other during our period of separation. Spoke about the good old days and got drunk. Well at least I did. But not to the extent where I could say that 9+9 = 99. That night I learnt that having 5 mugs of beer almost at bottoms up CAN DO ME HARM!!

Why EXCITING?
This is because I met up with my other old friend Vilas and we went on a Halo playing spree, which commenced at 4:30pm or so and then halted at about 11:00pm. We managed to successfully complete a level with the difficulty set to Heroic. HALO RULES!!! And so does MICROSOFT’S XBOX!! After the Halo session we just sat down in his library and spoke about stuff (like what’s up with life, his memories from Boston, games, etc. the usual guy stuff) and that session ended at about 1:30am

Why PAINFUL?
Just yesterday i.e. 2nd July 2004 I found out that the 32MB GeForce2 MX400 Card got screwed!!! Now I know that y’all must be saying, what’s in a card and why should it matter to me so much. Well I just happened to be in love with 2 “C”s….. Cars and Computers. That card helped me play games that I enjoyed and had fun. I feel that these relations are the only two relations in which you can invest your emotions and not get hurt badly, possibly because you never expect anything out of them. You expectation is always met in each of these relations. Now that the card is rendered completely useless just burns me inside.

Why FUN?
This is solely because of my computer course. The stuff we do there is completely intense and keeps getting interesting and interesting. I’ve also realised that I enjoy science and the entire 5 years I spent in college was useless. When I sit to ponder about whether I should’ve taken science or commerce then I hesitate. If I had to take science then I would have to devote almost about 80% of my time to studies. If it was as interesting as what I’m learning at computer classes today then I would’ve taken science.