My Rakhi sisters mean alot to me... i know the youngest one needs me the most... Not realising that, i almost gave up on her yesterday... i never knew how stubborn i could be and i'm glad that it isn't a part of my personality... i never give up on any of my relations... it's a part of my nature... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY YOUNG ONE AND WON'T GIVE UP ON YOU!!!

Realised why God didn't bless me with sisters of my own... i think he didn't want me to suffer what i suffered yesterday... >=(

Just returned to work after a 5 day break... Got tons to catch up with.. gotta resume computer classes as well.... got to take a break and get back to myself...

Even though I’ve been gifted with a 15 second memory span there are those memory that just won’t leave. I’m confused about whether I want it to leave or they shouldn’t. It’s been 2 years now and these questions still remain UNANSWERABLE. Have I gotten over you? Why does it still hurt? Have I moved on? Why do I still miss your touch? Do I still love you??? >=( It’s been 2 years today…. But still feels like yesterday….

This song is for you… you know who you are… 314…

Oh, hey...
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah
To you
Mmm...mmm...mmm...
Oh, yeah, babe

My whole life has changed
Since you came in, I knew back then
You were that special one
I'm so in love, so deep in love

You make my love complete
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

Girl, you open me, I'm wide open
And I'm doing things I never do
But I feel so good, I feel so good
Why it takes so long for me finding you

This is my story and I'm telling you
It's not fiction, it's surely a fact
Without you right here having my back
I really don't know just where I'd be at

My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh...oh...)
You were that special one (You were that)
I'm so in love, so deep in love

You make my love complete (You make, make my love
complete)
You are so sweet (Oh, oh), no one competes
Glad you came into my life (Ooh...)
You blind me with your love, with you I have no sight

I analyzed myself, I was buck wild
Never thought about settling down
But all the time I knew I was ready
But not with all my friends around

But girl, I put you first now (I put you first now)
You made me, helped mold me (Helped mold me, baby)
Turned me into a man, I'm so responsible
And I owe it all to you

My whole life has changed (My whole life has changed)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Oh, oh)
You were that special one (You were that special one)
I'm so in love, so deep in love (Oh, oh, oh....)

You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
You are so sweet, no one competes
Glad you came into my life (So glad you came in)
You blind me with your love (Blind me, baby), with you
I have no sight

{God has blessed me} God has blessed me, baby
Girl, He was good to me when He sent you
{I'm so happy, baby}
I'm so happy, I'm so happy, baby, oh, yes, baby
{Share my world} Come and share my world, baby,
oh...whoa...yeah. yeah
{I'm so in love} I'm so in love
I'm addicted to your love, baby, yeah...

My whole life has changed (Oh, yes, I am)
Since you came in, I knew back then (Ooh)
You were that special one (You were that very, very
special one)
I'm so in love (You were that very, very special one),
so deep in love

You make my love complete (You make my love complete)
You are so sweet (Yes, you did, baby), no one competes
(No one competes, oh)
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love (Come on), with you I have
no sight

Some of us friends are plannin a trip to Una... here are the details of the trip... (Once again for security issues the names are coded!!!)

Our Escape!! A.k.a. The Una Trip!!

The whole trip is gonna be about 13 days long and here is the pre-finalised schedule based on the conversation held by SS, KT, DS & Me on the 6th of October 2004.

Jan 11th 2004 Departure at 11:00am for Una from Bandra Terminus.

Jan 12th 2004 Reach Chandigar at 3:30 pm and board a bus for Una.
Arrival at the Castle (SS’s place) late night.

Jan 13th 2004 Rest the whole day and get to know each other better.
(and by this I mean the parents and maybe each other..lol)
LODHI DAY – Celebration starts at about 8ish in the evening.

Jan 14th 2004 Early morning (if possible based on last nights episode)
Departure for Chintpurni & Bombay Picnic Spot.

Jan 15th 2004 Sight Seeing continues with a visit to Bhakra Dam for the day.

Jan 16th 2004 Day of Rest (This day is the day DS and Meself get high
With Pops --- We are hopin that this happens.. lol )

Jan 17th 2004 Departure for Chandigar for the day and return in the night.

Jan 18th 2004 Leave for SS’s Daddi’s place for some sweet stories

Jan 19th 2004 Roam the streets of Una & The Market for shopping.

Jan 20th 2004 Day of Rest

Jan 21st 2004 Departure for Mumbai

Jan 22nd 2004 Standby

Jan 23rd 2004 Standby

Now we move onto the expense for the trip… I’m sure you all must be thinkin that we need to have deep pockets but then again I think the expenses calculated so far prove to be decent… I don’t know what do you think… your views are WELCOMED here.

Travelling Expenses are rounded and approximate figures, suming up to Rs. 3000/- Per Head… Handling charges separate… lol =D (I’m just kiddin with the handling charges)

Train fare to Chandigar and from Chandigar to Una sums up to Rs 2000/- TO and FRO.

Jan 11th 2004 No expenses as it falls under the Train Fare slot
Jan 12th 2004 No expenses as it falls under the Train Fare slot
Jan 13th 2004 No Expenses cuz of Lodhi
Jan 14th 2004 Rs 200/- (Chintpurni & Bombay Picnic Spot)
Jan 15th 2004 Rs 200/- (Bharka Dam)
Jan 16th 2004 Rs 100/- Day of Rest (Minor Expenses detected here)
Jan 17th 2004 Rs 300/- (Chandigar)
Jan 18th 2004 Rs 100/- (Daddi ka ghar)
Jan 19th 2004 Rs 100/-(for guys cuz we will hardly buy stuff N.A. for women)
Jan 20th 2004 No Expenses here. Conversing about the past events I guess
Jan 21st 2004 No expenses as it falls under the Train Fare slot
Jan 22nd 2004 Standby
Jan 23rd 2004 Standby

As you can see that this is just the initial stage of the plannin of the trip. We have just made this our rough schedule and shall use this plan as our base to come up with an even interest one. Your thoughts and suggestion are WELCOMED. The 2 Standby Days were put in just incase we all fall in love… with Una that is and decide to stay longer… lol =D

Suggestions come up so far :

KT put for the idea of flying to Delhi (since the fare has been reduced to Rs. 500/- as one of the billboard on the highway read… we still have to figure out the actually price)… if it falls within our budget then I guess we all could fly back to Mumbai from Delhi. ? Comments and views are WELCOMED here again.

SS suggested the extra 2 days as Standby because of rainy weather or some such other thingie…
Unfortunately these are the only suggestions come up with so far… we still await more…

The members for this trip are :

1. SS (confirmed)
2. KT (confirmed)
3. VV (skeptical… awaiting confirmation)
4. DS (confirmed)
5. MS (skeptical… awaiting confirmation)
6. H (confirmed)
7. Me (so frikin confirmed maan… I’ll go by meself if I must)

Refilled my cell phone... woo hoo!!! >=)

My head hurts... oh rite that's because i have Trigeminal Neuralgia. It hurts... the medication seems to have no effect... and trust me at this point in my life everyone seems to be hurting... i've just taken a break from it all and found refuge at my place. Nothing like playin on the XBOX to drown all the painful memories of yesterday... don't know what i would do without it... Thanks Vilas i owe you big time... I've also lost a lot of weight... i've dropped from 59Kgs to 56Kgs in a matter of 2 weeks... wonder what's wrong... what the heck is goin on... why is there so much of confusion and tension these days... Why does my head hurt???? >=(