I wonder if anyone comes here and reads my blog? Somehow this place is the only way i can put my point across to some people. Ahhh FUCK IT!! Well i went around reading other blogs and i came across this one that had a link to another site. Its a little quiz to give you a little insight about yourself. This is what the quiz did to me:

You are lightskyblue
Your dominant hues are cyan and blue. You like people and enjoy making friends. You're conservative and like to make sure things make sense before you step into them, especially in relationships. You are curious but respected for your opinions by people who you sometimes wouldn't even suspect.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

Now.... WHAT DA FUCK IS SATURATION??? >=|

Now this post is gonna hurt a few people so read at your own risk.
I went looking for the meaning of friendship today. I stumbled on this one site and it had this line about friendship on it. "A friend is someone who we turn to when our spirits need a lift." Not that i wanna boast about myself, but i know i definitely fit that postion of a friend with respect to this statement today, Earlier i know that i didn't fit this description. What bother's me now is how many of my "so called true and geniune friends" have fit that description (Once again this message goes out to only a few of my so called true and geniune friends). I sit to recall what i've done for them and what they have done for me. I don't wanna be judging them nor am i saying that they haven't done anything for me, but i can clearly say that comparatively, they ain't doing shit. Maybe i'm the one giving them all the fucking importance that they've got so fucking used to it that now they've just assumed that i'll be their fucking doormat to wipe their fucking shit on. So is this what their friendship with me is all about. Man i miss my friends that i had in college. Especially Russell. He was the closest friend i had. Yes had, because i know i hardly did my part in being a good friend to him, and now he's gone. Shit if i could only make him realise how sorry i am for the way i treated his friendship. I guess i won't be given that opportunity. Coming back to my friends, huh what to say to you guys. I just hope y'all realise how you guys aren't there when i need you guys to be there. I can't even recall the last time my friends came up to me and asked me," Denver tell me something about what's happening with you?" Well maybe they have but then as i start talkin about it the topic just diverts and it falls down to what they wanna talk about. Man fuck it i don't wanna be thinkin about it... All i can do is say nothing to them cause when i try to put my point across to them, they'll probably say why don't you understand my point of view Denver... like fuck i never do... >=( Life is living hell right now... Like Love... Friendship with a few friends (and not all) is like SWEET POISON.

Holi's around the corner and apparently our country's government has banned water balloons. Wonder what we are gonna use now... anyways it don't bother me cause i'm gonna be soaking people with buckets of water tomorrow. Watch out for the Denver, Fool!! >= (Ok the only reason i am unable to put down my thoughts right now is because i'm at a friends place and i'm listenin to HINDI F*&^$%G Music - See Shweta i'm controlling my language!!) So far i've abused about 5 times in the past day... what an accomplishment.!!! >=)

Yeah there’s no doubt that the Nokia N-Gage QD is one of those must have devices. It’s total T.P. I’ve already got Worms World Party and The Sims Bustin Out. Pretty neat games (especially Worms World Party, the sound them worms make is hilarious) and I’m surprised with the graphics that little thing can render. (singing) And I think to myself, what a wonderful world (singing) Oh Joy!!! >=) My QD is pretty much loaded, got the antivirus software in, the ogg player, video player, videos, pictures, file explorer, games, hmmm… I wonder what else??? Have I missed out on anything yet??? (And so I commence thinking about what to do next…)

Ah the Nokia N-Gage QD is the best thing that has happened to me this birthday. Infact i metup with a lotta old friends and enjoyed myself in the evening this 13th of March 2005. Thanks to all of you guys who didn't realise that it was my birthday, i still love ya... >=) so what if you forgot, no issues, there's always next year. Shoutouts : To Sabina and Jyoti and a very big Thank You for making me look like a fuckin fag on my birthday (apparently they got me something i hate the most... FLOWERS!! YELLOW FUCKING FLOWERS!!! But i still love you guys... and held the YELLOW FUCKING FLOWERS with Pride). And the biggest word of Thanks goes out to ma hommie Craig. Thanks to KB,Shweta,Kiran,Mayank,Rajeshree, Devesh (and his sisters) and Payal for the shirt and the little cake surprise on the DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY!!! Overall it was fun. Another year gone, another year of painful and happy memories gone... >=|

She has come into my life. I LOVE HER!! Her name : Nokia N-GageQD (with a 128MB Memory Card and i've also got myself a USB Bluetooth Dongle for my computer so that i can transfer stuff to and from the PC.) This birthday indeed is going to be a happy one... >=)