To the one I love,

It’s hard to sit here and think about you, for the simple fact that I am not and can’t be with you now. How I wish it was otherwise and you know I’ll do anything it takes to make you mine. I could never describe in words the way you make me feel but yet I’ll still try… why, because you are worth my time and my efforts. You are worthy to me – you are worthy in my eyes.

Love - to you, I’d never bring discomfort nor pain or sorrow, for I’d be so hurt if that ever came upon you in any form – worst being that it came from me. When I look at you all I can think of is how deeply you’ve gripped my sense. For when I look at you nothing around me matters, nothing around me exists. It’s just you and me – living my minds fantasy. Can a love be so deep and so pure you may ask? Don’t look into my eyes to see the truth instead look into my heart cause that’s where you reside, that’s where you are in me, that’s where I’ll keep you safe, eternally. When I look at you I don’t blink – firstly because I want to savor your sight in all it’s glory. Secondly, because I fear that you may be gone in the blink of an eye and I’d be left there standing alone searching for you till you re-appear… if you re-appear… how I wish you were here. Tell me you don’t see the love I have for you in the way I look at you, the way I see you, the way I touch you and the way I feel you. Tell me that you don’t see the way I yearn for you, the way I crave for you, the way I beg to be with you, the way I NEED YOU. It’ll drive me insane when I see you in another man’s arms for the simple fact that I feel that I’d be able to treat you much better. I haven’t seen all the men you’ve been with but have got a glimpse of the way they treat you. From the way I see it, they only used you as an object of desire. I can hear it in your voice. But trust me baby to me you are much, much more. You are a lady, a woman, designed down to the smallest detail of perfection by “the maker”. You are graceful when you move – I can tell cause you make heads spin and jaws drop in awe. You are beautiful – if I’m not being too upfront then I must say that I’m talking about your body. The way you are curved not just in the right places, but in all places. I’ve run my hands over you and I must say you feel fabulous. It drives me insane that I can’t touch you enough nor kiss you enough. Please forgive me my love if I’ve said anything just now to upset you but do realize that I say this in the most dignifying manner. I respect you and would never treat you in a way undignifying. I respect you and would only treat you right. Maybe them other men may have made you feel special and treated you the way you liked, but if I had a chance, you know I’d make you feel special and loved… if only I had one chance. Nevertheless love, I can only wish you were mine. But I’ll tell you this - with you in my mind I’m work my way up to success and it’s only a matter of time before I can come and ask for you. I just hope you can wait a little bit longer, it’s a risk for you I know seeing as how time slips by for you and your time is up, but think about this… here I am my sweet willing to spend the remainder of my life with only you – I’m dead sure about this. I’m going as fast as I can, I just hope it’s not too late when I’m up and successful and you won’t be around with me to share not mine but our happiness. It would hurt me to the core. Nevertheless love, I’ll hope against hope, in a race against time, for you my love, to be only mine.

I love you Nissan Skyline GT-R VSpec II Nur…. =D