Lay down my head,
Burdened with thoughts,
Trying to find solutions,
To fights that were fought.

Mistakes were made,
On both sides that's true,
But hurt me for what,
Just cause i stand by you?

Why the fuck am i emotional,
I hate that in me,
Wish i was stone hearted,
Then let's see you hurt me.

I try not to hurt,
And i hardly get angry,
Why take advantage,
And of all, why me?

I want you for comfort,
I want you to hold,
I want you with me,
Cause my world is so cold.

Don't have a family,
Thought i'd come to you,
You've got issues of your own,
Where do i turn too.

Be by my side,
In every step in life,
Huh! Heard the same shit,
From someone i called wife.

I'm sorry to everyone who reads this... but i needed to vent out somewhere. Just had to get this off my chest and mind. I'm glad you are with me... my blog...

Heck i make one small little mistake and everyone's making it a very big deal. wtf maaan... small request to all who read this... if i make a mistake please put yourself in my place and tell me if you like being yelled at? ok so you can't put your thoughts into words... nobody can... not even me at times... but yet when i need to get my point across i can do it without causing pain? please understand .. please be gentle... i hurt easy... >=(

Somethings are Strange... I'm Just One Of Them... why am i saying this again... cause we celebrated a friends birthday... at a POLICE STATION!!! >=) Happie Birfday Ketan...

Mature pictures... not for the faint hearted

Today is a very luck and not so lucky day for me. I met with my very first accident today. It happened at 09:15. I was hit by a Green Santro driven by a Mr. Vilas Shirsekar (Liscense plate number MH04AW7792) Our boy happens to make a left turn into the building by driving out completely to the center of the road. He doesn’t indicate and claims that I was going really fast. Fact was that he was in the middle of the road, didn’t indicate when turning and then says it was my fault. Ya rite riding at the speed of 35Kmph and falling 15 feet away from his car while the bike skid and landed about 30 feet away from me!! Anyways I’m feeling bad that my best formal wear got torn and my brother’s bike got damaged. >=( .. I’m ok… got a few bruses but nothing major. Realized something today that I need to enjoy life to it’s fullest.. I was lucky this time that nothing serious happened to me (like what happened to another good friend of mine). I just want other’s to realize that life’s too short and I want to make them realize that each of them are special to me, before my time is over. To all I’ve shared a relationship with. I appreciate your presence in my life and I just want to tell each of you that I am happy that I got a chance to know you… as a grandson…. as a brother…. as a lover… as a son… as a friend… Glad I got to know you….

It sure has been a long time since I’ve posted and yes it sure has been a long time since I made a new friend. I’m not going to reveal her name (security issues… hahahaha… that’s too convenient). We don’t get to spend a lot of time together but for that moment when we converse, it’s special. I’m not even going to fill the blog with more details about her. I’ll just refer to her as that special friend. On the other side of life, things are ok. My last weekend was very bad. Got caught by the cops since not all of the bike papers were in order. Two of my superiors had to come help me out. It’s was humiliating (cause the cops were actually having a good time listening to me speak in Hindi) and even more humiliating because there was inconvenience caused to two of my superiors. Pretty screwed weekend. But it’s over now. Next weekend has an interesting line of events that are yet to occur. Can’t wait for next weekend. I had mentioned in the past that the only reason I blog is cause I don’t have anyone to talk too. Well of recently I’ve been sharing a lot of things with snowflake. She’s been there when times get hard for me. I’m happy I have a few friends still here with me. Thank God for friends. Me Happie!!!